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Hungry at This Time of The Night

2012-01-21T23:13:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody! I don't think that you guys read my blog but I definitely know that my friend, Jolene, read my blog the other day and said that it was a great encouragement!! I'm really, really happy with that compliment cause I feel like I'm just posting for my own sake or something like that. But now I do know that there are people reading my blog! So happy, happy! ^^

(I'm putting this up as evidence to show that I'm not lying to myself. And a million thanks to you, Jolene, for the compliment cause it really motivates me to post at least once a week! Thank you!)

Anyway, so my week was pretty cheerful if I do say so myself. I think it's cheerful because of my school friends! I really them a lot cause whenever I'm with them I go...WILD. Literally. Out of my friends, I am the weirdest one in the group. How am I weird? Good question. I have no clue whatsoever, all I know is that I'm weird. In a good way.

So this week in school hasn't been much, just the usual average school days. But this week ended off with...a bang. Today, well technically yesterday cause it has past midnight. So yesterday we had a celebration for an event that happening next week! Do you know what it is?

IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR!

The time where you feast, grow fat and get lots and lots and lots of money!!

It's true!

But we still had lessons for like...105 minutes...which is...1h and 45mins, and during that period of time, our minds were seriously all over the place and not focused on the subjects that we are suppose to be studying. We were studying on shading venn diagrams and such. I'm still trying to get a hang of it, I just need more practice! So if you're having troubles in this area as well, all I can tell you is that you should just keep practicing. Practice and practice and practice. In whatever way you feel comfortable with. But if you still cannot get it, seek help or change the way you practice.

Moving on! The celebration wasn't really that much. We had this thing call Yu Sheng.

(From what I'm reading, to inform the non-chinese readers, yu sheng is also known as a Prosperity Toss. It's a Teochew-style raw fish salad. It usually consists of strips of raw fish (most commonly salmon), mixed with shredded vegetables and a variety of sauces and condiments, among other ingredients. Yusheng literally means "raw fish" but since "fish (鱼)" is commonly conflated with its homophone "abundance (余)", Yúshēng (鱼生) is interpreted as a homophone for Yúshēng (余升) meaning an increase in abundance. Therefore, yusheng is considered a symbol of abundance, prosperity and vigor. This is all from Wikipedia. If you want to find out more about Yu Sheng feel free to click on this link ---------> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yusheng)

(This is what Yu Sheng looks like!)

So, my teachers prepared this for the class and when we have prepped the dish nicely into the bowl, everyone went to different tables cause we had three dishes. The tossing, is the most epic part. Oh!! If you do not know, when it comes to this dish, you get to toss it in the air. It is said that the higher you toss it, the better. I don't know why but it does. And as you toss you can say good things like:

"A1s for O levels!!!"

"Win TOTO!!"

"Get a girlfriend"

Who knows what else you guys can wish for!! But these are just examples of what you can do as you toss it.

So when the tossing began the people in my table, started screaming and tossing the food and it did not fly upwards, it flew sideways and it splattered all over my hand and the tables as well. (Thankfully we covered the tables with plastic bags.) Yes, it was really, really epic and I've never had this much fun tossing Yu Sheng with my classmates. For the past few years we didn't get to do this, but doing it really just opens the Chinese culture to the non-Chinese people and I think my friends really did have fun :) So I'm really happy that the school came up with this idea. It's probably the best one yet.

Gahh! I'm getting hungrier by the minute cause I totally skipped dinner as I had a trial worship practice and it was really fun! I enjoyed myself. There was me and Jing Shen. Who is he? Can you see the guy in the orange shirt? That's him :D He's a nice guy, really enjoy his company ^^ He plays the bass!! Coolio people!

Yes, yes, I know. I've posted this photo before, but I want to post it again. I do not know why but love uploading photos onto my blog. Makes it look really lovely and lively! It also does show that I have a life with friends! LOL!

I was reading my devotion book not too long ago and it was on "Rejoice".

The verse:

"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!"

Philippians 4:4 (NIV)

I think I can learn a lot from this as we should rejoice in what the Lord has done for us. He died on the cross for our sins and for that we should rejoice. But I don't think that we should only rejoice in one time of the week or day. We should rejoice in the Lord always for he has done great things in our lives. Sometimes you may be facing difficulties but all these things are part of God's plans for you and these things are our blessings. Blessings in disguise if you put it that way. So yeah, the special one who left must be a blessing in disguise from God :)

Not only does it tell that it's a blessing, it also tells me that his chapter has finally come to an end in my story. Same goes to those who meant really dear to me and have left me.

God bless you guys :)
Love you all <3

Not Sure What To Title This Post

2012-01-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hello!! It's me again :) See the photo above? That's a photo of my dear, dear church cell group :) I really adore my cell. They are filled with a bunch of nice people. Some of them like to bullshit a lot. Like the one wearing the orange tee and that head popping out of the sand. We buried him earlier before taking this photo :) We actually went for a cell outing on that day :) Went beaching and bowling and eating. Yupp. Loads of fun!

(I'm really, really happy that I'm able to upload photos!! Like FINALLY!! I've been having issues on uploading photos onto my blog and it was getting on my nerves. Well hooray for being able to upload photos!! Maybe I get to upload more when I can :D)

Anyways, what did I plan to talk about...?

Have you ever had the situation where you want to tell someone how you feel but you just can't seem to do it or it's not even worth telling or it's just best kept to yourself? Well, I'm going through this sort of situation. Recently, I've been having really dull ache in my heart because of someone. And this someone meant...well, still means something to the heart of this girl. We never got together actually but somehow, it looked like we were together. We were really close and there was one point in time where I actually liked him more than a friend but I just knew that it just wasn't right. After a while, things just didn't go the way I expected it to. I think I mentioned about this in the previous post. Hmmm...oh well. I just pray that God will show me and my heart a way out of this.

Anyways, I really enjoyed my day today! I went for a bible study class today. A Journey with Jesus (That's the title of the class right?). Basically, we will study Jesus' life, before, during and after, on Earth. In total there is 393 points that we have to go through. Which is fine, I enjoy getting to know Jesus more and see how he can work in my life.

After that, I went to church to study but before that I went to J8 to check if Popular sold some textbooks that I need for school (Sadly they didn't have it. How am I to explain this to my teachers?). And on my way, I actually saw an old church mate Adriel. He's not the same age as me, he's older by...urm...I'm not sure actually. Anyways, we actually just chatted for quite awhile. Talking about studies and such. He's a really smart guy even if he was in NA. Pshhhh, so what man! He took 9 subjects and some of them were pure subjects. Major respect for him. It was really nice talking to him and it's good to see the face of an old friend. He has grown into a handsome young man now! *winkwink* He actually did offer to help me with my math after work but he didn't show. That's fine really. I knew that he was busy with his work and I absolutely do not blame him for it.

So far, my studying progress is slow. I totally forgot about my english tuition homework and it is due at the end of the week. I'm screwed. So, I'm planning of doing it tomorrow in church. I think the passage will just suck the living daylights out of me.

So that's all I have and I need to sleep soon. Ciao!

Love you all,
Celine :)

Unexpected Things in Life

2012-01-04T01:02:00.001+08:00

Life can really surprise you. Well, not life but God surprises us. I'm pretty sure that he has surprised me over the years with good things yet bad things. And all these things come with their benefits.

I read in a devotional and it said, "He provided favour, lined up doors of opportunity, and arranged for perfect connections to help you construct a great life." Last year, God saw me and the GB Drill Com girls through the competition and praise the Lord for he has blessed us with a second place. And that time of the year was a big year for me to step up and be more open and showcase my potential in GB. I never really thought that I would ever get a chance. I always thought of wanting it cause it looked so cool but once I got the job, it was really nerve racking! But I really felt that God did this and out of it I've grew closer to my juniors. And I'm proud of them cause they did a spectacular job. I couldn't ask for anything more :)

Another thing that he surprised me was allowing me to get the Best Cadet Award. WOAH. That is quite a huge title. I actually I had no idea that I would be given a chance to be one. I mean for the past few years, the award is given to the company leader or assistant company leader who contributes A LOT in their CCA. But I do not know actually how they pick out the best cadet. I didn't really knew how to react when I saw my name on the board. For the past four years, I've been dying to have my name up there for something, anything! And I'm really surprised and really happy to have received the award. I didn't know how I got it but praise God for it :)

Lastly, he has surprised me spiritually in the Worship Retreat for youth in my church. On the first day, we had Steven Nicaud(sp) to give us a sharing about creating atmospheres which is important in worship as it helps invited the presence of the Lord to the congregation. The next day, we had our own quiet time where we did our devotion and we did a draft of what to write in our commitment card. I did my draft and after a short sharing, if I remembered correctly, we worshipped him and then wrote on our commitment card. Once that is done, we were to go to pray to God about the things that we wrote down. And I actually felt God's presence wash over me, holding me. I felt my stomach feel strained and I couldn't breathe which is scary cause it is my first time experiencing such a thing. And it felt really great. I felt secure. After that, we lined up in a line so that the leaders would pray for us and during that time, I really felt overwhelmed by His presence. I had waterfalls coming from my eyes. When I was prayed for, I felt His presence hugging me and I think the leader praying for me felt it to. I'm really happy that I was able to have such an experience and I hope that I would be able to feel more of it in future :) Praise God :D

Those are three things that God has blessed me from last year. But what about this year? I'll share with you the good things that he has blessed me with in the short period of time in the beginning of the year. It was the start of school yesterday and on the very first day of school, you would try to clear up as much class things as possible such as the class committee, the monitresses (my school calls them that) etc. And I gladly volunteered myself to me either a the monitress or the assistant. I never really thought I would get the position as I did try out for the position before in Sec 2 I think. And I guess due to popularity vote, I did not get it. But that was fine with me. So the class voted while the nominees were sent out of class. And when we came back, I actually sort of afraid to see the board. In the end, my friend is the monitress and I'm the assistant. Assistant. Assistant monitress. Those two words just can't seem to sink in my head up till now. I'm the assistant monitress. Wow. Thank you God :D I'm guessing that my choice has a reason and every choice has it's consequences. I'll face them head on with God by my side :D

Whenever there's something good, there is always something bad no matter how small situation is. Recently I found out that a friend of mine from church and a friend of mine in school (they both know each other as they are in the same CCA). And I don't know why but I just felt hurt by it. In the past this guy and me were really good friends. This friendship was a deep one. Whenever there is a fight, I would always feel deeply hurt by it. But that's what makes us stronger, no? I guess I felt this way because I actually like him. Or maybe even love him. I wasn't sure and I didn't want to admit it to myself. Even if I did like him, I knew that we couldn't be together. He liked someone else and I was a year older than him. I feel that it is weird to date someone younger than yourself. I guess I can also say that I was afraid of falling in love due to failed past relationships. But now, I regret not taking a chance on my love for him. I really regret it. And it really sucked that you're the only person who didn't know about their relationship when everyone else does. They may say, "You're his good friend and I didn't want to tell you." or something along that line. They may think that it will hurt less but I don't think that's true. I felt more hurt. Well, so far if you don't understand what I've been saying, what I'm feeling can be summed up in just one chorus from Katy Perry's song "The One That Got Away".

"In another life,

I would be your girl.

We keep all out promises,

be us against the world.

In another life,

I would make you stay.

So I don't have to say,

'You were the one that got away.'

The one that got away."

Another thing I read in the devotional really caught my attention: "He scheduled the right people in the right places at precisely the right times for every phase of your life." After reading this, I feel more encouraged. God may have taken him away from me but I'm sure that he has a reason for doing it. And I know that he prepared something even better for me because he loves me :)

Even in all things, may it be happy or sad, God has a reason for everything and he does it out of love :) This is something that I felt like sharing. God really does give us great, yet unexpected, surprises :)

Lots of love,

Celine

A place called Home

2011-12-16T17:18:00.003+08:00

Have you ever pondered where you feel truly at home? It is said that home is where the heart is. And I always followed this quote to find a place for me and for my heart to call the place home. I used to consider church and school as a home to me cause it brings me a sense of belonging and happiness. It is always the friends that are there that make me feel that way and I always love that feeling that it gives me. I will just bask in the feeling and just soak it all up, and just be happy and get energized by it. I really enjoy it. I never want it to end.

Gee, I no longer feel the same way. I feel so left out but I guess I need to join the conversation but here's the catch, I have nothing to say for the conversation. I miss the feeling of being close with my friends...I miss it. Right now, I'm sitting alone, while others are having a good laugh but I guess it is partially my fault for not bothering to bond with them. Gahhhhh. I don't know what is going on with me. I just miss the people whom I normally see. And I just feel really nauseous about this. I feel sick which is not right. It's always my close friends who make me feel welcomed but they are not here as they are overseas and I no longer have a place in here.

It's not only to day that I feel like this but it's been awhile. I'm soon seeing what the people here are truly like and I don't like it. I sometimes wonder who they are. A friend of mine left they church and it just hurts me. He's just a friend and someone I enjoy talking to. Nothing is going right anymore. I just wish I can reverse time and get things back the way it used to be. But I can't do that. But I can wish right? I can wish...

Sleepover :) Yayyy

2011-12-14T19:11:00.004+08:00

Hello fellow blogger readers or whoever you are reading my blog. Well, I don't know why I'm actually still blogging when no one actually reads it?

Anyways, I just came back from a sleepover. A group of friends whom we call ourselves the Staybackers! I know it's weird but we were really good friends with each other since primary school. And in Secondary One and Two, the four of us would stay back everyday to hang out and stuff. It was probably the best times of my life. But sadly our group kind of had to come to an end as one of us migrated back to Australia at the end of our Secondary Two year. It was a really emotional and hard time for me cause the both of us were best friends since Primary Four and we would always play with our pens and create stories with them which was really weird but it was pact with laughter and fun.

For the sleepover we grabbed some lunch at a Ramen bar in Holland and it was kind of expensive? But thankfully there is a student discount so it did not really cost too much. If I were to compare ramen I think I would MUCH prefer ramen from Ajisen Ramen. I love their ramen cause it's just so damn good and it has been awhile since I ate it and speaking about it is seriously making my stomach rumble. After that we went all the way to Woodlands to do some art thing which is an expensive thing to do. Well, at least I feel that it is expensive. The one I did was $2 cause it was small and it was the letter C. I spent hours (well not really) trying to decide on what kind of design I should do. I wanted to do a candy cane design but it failed MISERABLY. The stripes were just too fat and it's really disappointing to not be able to do the design that i wanted. So I decided to do some dots and they failed too. So in the end I just put some blue dots around the C and use a cotton bud to drag the paint around to make some swirl-like patterns. After that we went to get some frozen yogurt and went to Botanic Gardens for a nice walk. It's really beautiful at night. All the trees are lit with beautiful fairy lights, goodness, it's just a perfect time to have a walk with your boyfriend or girlfriend. It really is just magical. I had a really good time talking and catching up with my friends. But it was also a real bummer that one of them wasn't able to make it.

So while heading back to the MRT station, we kinda caught a couple kissing (normal kissing) and stuff and they saw us walking towards them and they kinda looked embarrassed or something. And I had did really odd feeling that they were gonna go full on kissing once we walk far enough of them. Sure enough they really went for hardcore kissing and it is kind of disturbing. I'm just a curious 16 year old alright? So yeah, but I also feel that it is not right for them to do that in public cause it really disturbs people. I mean a peck on a cheek is fine. Holding hands is fine too. I mean all these things that do not really show that much affection is fine. Try to keep the affection to a minimum, I guess?

What do you think about people showing public display of affection? What are your thoughts about it? I would really love to know. So do drop some comments on the chatbox.

Thank you!!!

With lots of love,

Celine

Deepest Apologies

2011-11-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! I feel totally, totally H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E for not blogging for like...the last post was in February...for like a good nine months. Oh dear, oh dear me. I feel awful now...well, I really feel like I should continue with blogging but I do not think that anyone actually reads it but oh well :)

RIght now I shall just make it up to you guys and write a super, super, super long post :) Hmmmm...where shall I start?

Okay, I'll start with my exams. Well, exams seriously suck. This year I kinda studied at the very last minute which is probably the worst thing that I can do. And in the end, I actually passed four subjects out of six which was pretty good :) but before that, I was actually notified that I might retain. So I had to go to this Study Camp which will look at our attitude in our work, make sure we get full attendance. I broke down crying because of that. I cannot believe that I could be retaining. I hated that feeling. It was the worst feeling I ever felt. I never thought that I would retain. I also had to drop my Chinese hence going to the lowest grade of Chinese ever.

And the thing that actually got me retained was my English. I just failed my English. I'm quite disappointed in myself. It's also hard to score for English especially in my school. Hahahaha! Well, I shouldn't let that hold me back now should I? :) I just have to work harder during the holidays which is what I'm doing nowadays :) well, some of the days.

At this point of time, people are having their time of their lives. Going for their Prom Night and such. I'm really envious of them somewhat. Oh well, I have less than 365 days to study for my O levels. Oh gawd, just thinking about it makes me really nervous. Anyways, holidays have not been much for me as well. I was suppose to go to a mission trip but it got cancelled due to the fact that there are riots there. I'm really bummed about it as I was really looking forward to going on for that trip. I really wanted to see the Sec 3s have a good time there and be nurtured from the trip as well. And bond much, much more with each other. But sadly, it had to be cancelled. I did tell a few people I was going, but I did not tell them anything about it being cancelled. I might surprise some people tomorrow :) OHHHHH I cannot wait. Hahahaha.

I enjoy hanging out with my friends. The one thing that I love doing with my friends is ice skating :) I recently went ice skating with them and we had fun skating and looking at guys as well :)

Well, I guess I'll stop right here. It's not super long but I think it can satisfy you for a while. :) I need to have at least one day in the week to blog. Do drop in some suggestions in the chat box yeah? :)

Thank You!

With love,

Celine <3

CNYEAR!!

2011-02-03T16:01:00.004+08:00

Hello my fellow readers :)

[wait...what readers do i have...?]

Hahahaha, oh well. I'm sure that there are readers here somewhere.

I can't be that pathetic to have NOT a single reader.

*looks away guilty*

MOVING ON.

Its finally CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Hahaha. And its the year of the rabbit.

Yesterday, my school celebrated CNY. It was quite interesting but sort of boring. Especially the first few acts. Not really very entertaining. Thankfully i brought my book along to read. Wonderful book. Must read. its called Getting Mad, Getting Even by Annie Sanders.

Yeah, but, i do enjoy the very last act. The teachers were acting in it. Fabulous acting. And really hilarious.

They were talking about CNY and how it is meant to celebrate with your family. And my Maths teacher was finally able to fulfill her lifelong dream of being an actor. But it was probably on for 15 minutes. Hahaha. I'm very mean. But it was really good. Hope the media girls got a video of it.

After that i went out with my friend.

[Yes, I have no friends to hang out with. *sniff*]

Haahaha. But we had lots of fun though. We went all the way to Plaza Singapura to catch a movie. In the beginning, we wanted to go to The Cathy to watch a movie, but the ticket were REALLY expansive.

[REALLY expansive]

And than we went to eat at Macs.

And my whole packet of fries just fell off my tray.

*tear fall down my cheek*

I was very sad. VERY sad.

Yeah.

MOVING ON.

We went to watch The Green Hornet.

It was a really good movie.

Though...the last part was quite gruesome.

The Green Hornet [I'm talking about the dude], OMGOSH!

He's such a useless freak. I'm very serious. Only at the last part he was quite okay...

Yeah. That should be like that. It was enjoyable.

Than we just went to 313 to grab some frozen yoghurt.

[YUMM!!]

Hahaha. And it was good. Before i knew it.

My phone dropped into the yoghurt...

Goodness.

Why am i so clumsy?

Yeah.

So this Chinese New Year,

I'm hoping to get as many ang pao [red packets] as possible.

And i hope i really hope to use the money to update my closet, get myself a chinese electronic dictionary [cause i really really need one but my mom doesn't want to get me one. crap you]

and i really hope to get myself a camera.

Yes, i really really really want to get a camera. But i'm actually stuck in deciding on what/which camera i should get.

I have two choices.

1. Sony Cybershot

2. Canon DSLR

Yes, its either one of these cameras. I don't mind saving up for both.

So, which one do you think i should get?

Please comment and give me your comments in the chatbox :)

Yes, so now question of the day!

What are you gonna do with all the money you get during CNY? Spend it? Donate it? Flush it down the toilet?

[Celine, NO ONE in their right mind will flush money down the toilet.]

Hahaha. Yes yes, i was just kidding.

So comments in the chatbox too :)

So here's wishing all of you a wonderful Chinese New Year.

Byes~

.Celine.

OMGSaturday

2011-01-08T20:48:00.002+08:00

YO YO YO YO!!!

Good heavens. How long has it been since i last posted??

Well, let's just say that i haven't been blogging for a fair few months and my only reason for not blogging is...i'm just too lazy.

Yeah, so anyways. How have you guys been? Its been Quite a year, 2010, isn't it?

I'm still not really used to the new year. Speaking of which, how were your new years?

Was it good or bad? I spent my new year in church. Stayed over night. And didn't clock any sleep. And i had two dinner parties to attend to. Which was quite fun. Okay the second dinner party was really really fun. I enjoyed myself a lot.

Christmas. How did you guys spend christmas?

I spent mine going out with my clique. Which was called ArtistsX3. A really fun, awesome and artistic group of people that i hang out with. And one of our members, Ash (she's a girl for those who think that Ash is Ash Ketchup or whatever his name is from pokemon), migrated to to Australia, came back to Singapore for the holidays and we spent christmas together. Hahaha. And we stayed over at Jewell's house for the night and for dinner we ate lots of splendid and delightful food. And indulged ourselves in mash potato and cheese. Ohh, splendid combination. And we used this equipment, which i have no idea what its called, and it was really cool. Hahaha.

Hmm. So its a new year. And i'm finally Sec 4. WOW. I know right. sighs. This year, i'm gonna study hard. Yesh. And than for O levels. I'll work hard to score well, and if possible, i would probably go to a JC. If cannot...well...poly it is.

JCs:

St. Andrew's Junior College

Anglo Chinese Junior College

Anderson Junior College

Poly:

NOT SURE. hahahhaha!

So what are your new year's resolution for this year?

Please comment at the chatbox (:

Comment. Not spam.

2010-10-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

GOODNESS! How long has it been since i've blogged?? I think its been awhile since i last blogged....

ANYWAYS~

I am back again. I'm terribly sorry for not being able to blog. I had exams and its been quite busy here and there. So how are exams? I guess they're fine? I think i'm gonna fail A LOT of subjects...FOR SURE. I think i need to get ready for next year, if i'm gonna graduate to next year. SIGHS. I'd rather drop to the normal stream than get retained with my juniors. I don't like that. Sighs. I hope i'll graduate.

Well! I don't want to worry myself about it. I'm now gonna relax and enjoy my break! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!! Yesterday and today I didn't have to go to school :D

I think everyone finished their paper today. Tomorrow is marking day and the following monday. WOOHOOO~

Okays today, went out with Leon for brunch. Wanted to go to Serene Centre MacDonald's but decided not to cause there were too many St Margs girls there. I don't want to risk running into any of my friends. So we went all the way to King Albert's Park MacDonald's, i like going there to eat cause its a really cool place. On the way there, we passed by Hwa Chong and these group of boys boarded the bus. They sat near us and started talking about their exams. Like....

"EH!! How many black you leave out arr??"

"I think i gonna score a C6 lehhh..."

"YOU KNOW ARR!! I left out 25 mark blank ehh..."

"I left 30 marks blank ehh!"

What is this? WHAT IS THIS?! Aren't Hwa Chong people like freaking smart? Goodness...

When we got of, the same group of people [actually half of them] got off at the same stop as us. And there was this one guy who carried a bag. And this bag is no ordinary bag. Its a very special bag. Its those kind of bags which is environment friendly and can be reused. Yes, he carried that bag. BUT! He didn't carry it on his shoulder, he hanged it on his neck. OMG!!! DUDE! GROW UP!!

After we bought food, Leon ran away cause he saw his juniors. Hahaha. Than i saw my senior. Thank god i wasn't wearing my school uniform HAHAHA.

After eating with him, went to Bishan to chill at the library and read some books. Sat there for quite awhile. A lady next to me had an I-Pad and was using Facebook and watching videos. Than started to head off to AMKhub to meet up with Sam and Trevor to watch movie. I couldn't watch Eat, Pray, Love cause if i did, Sam's dad will kill her. And most of the shows were horror movies. But thankfully there was the Takers which was not a horror movie. Thank God for that.

Well, thats about it. I'm gonna go now.

BYES.

LOVE YOU <3

.Celine.

Question TIme On Tuesday

2010-09-07T21:57:00.002+08:00

Yes!! Its that time of the week! but we normally have it at the end of the blog post. So let try to be different and...put it at the beginning of the post!

Okay. Question of the day!

What is the most touching song that you've ever heard? (2 or more songs if you have that many touching songs)

A song that really touches your heart. I actually have 2 really touching songs.

The first is called "I'll Be There" by Faber Drive. (go check it out)

How did i come to know that song? I came to know that song just today. My little brother actually let me listened to it. And its just really touching.

here are the lyrics:

If your lost,
And you need to find some escape
Or some peace of mind,
Call my name
When you need a friend
I'll be there, I'll be there
If your dreams
Are drenched in sweat
You can't sleep
There's too much in your head
Call my name
Any time of day,
I'll be there, I'll be there

When you can't carry on,
When the road's way too long
Know that your not alone
I can carry you home
If you hold on tonight
I'll be there (Da, da, da, da....)

If you give,
Till you've got nothing left,
Wanted more,
But you end up with less,
All your friends,
Have turned away
But I'll be there, I'll be there

When you can't carry on,
When the road's way too long
Know that you're not alone
I can carry you home
If you hold on tonight
If you hold on tonight

The weight of the world is too much to take
Pulling you down like a tidal wave
I can hold you, I will hold you
Here and now

If your lost and you need to find some escape,
Or some peace in mind, yeah

When you can't carry on,
When the road's way too long
Know that you're not alone
I can carry you home
If you hold on tonight
When you can't carry on
When the road's way too long
Know that you're not alone,
I can carry you home
If you hold on tonight,
I'll be there

When the world seems wrong
When you've come undone
No, you're not alone
I'll be there for you
When the world seems wrong
When you've come undone
No, you're not alone
You know I'll be there, (Da, da....)

Yeah so that is the first one.

The second song would be "Like A Rose" by A1. I heard that song about two years when i was with someone special. And he dedicated this song to me. When i first heard it i couldn't quite make out the lyrics. But he posted it on his blog and sent the song to me. And when i heard it again, i was really touched. Cause for once in my life, i felt special.

here's the lyrics to the song:

AND AS I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES
I SEE AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE
SENT FROM GOD ABOVE
FOR ME TO LOVE
TO HOLD AND IDOLIZE

AND AS I HOLD YOUR BODY NEAR
I'LL SEE THIS MONTH THROUGH TO A YEAR
AND THEN FOREVER ON
TIL LIFE IS GONE
I'LL KEEP YOUR LOVING NEAR

AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPEN DOORS THAT CLOSE
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND WHEN I FEEL LIKE HOPE IS GONE
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CARRY ON
EACH TIME I LOOK AT YOU
THERE'S SOMETHING NEW
TO KEEP OUR LOVING STRONG

I HEAR YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR
ALL OF THE WORDS I LONG TO HEAR
OF HOW YOU'LL ALWAYS BE
HERE NEXT TO ME
TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS

AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND THOUGH THE SEASONS CHANGE
OUR LOVE REMAINS THE SAME
YOU FACE THE THUNDER
WHEN THE SUNSHINE TURNS TO RAIN
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

Yeah so those are my two most touching songs i've heard.

So leave me a comment or tag in the chat box and tell me what is the most touching song you've ever heard.

Okay so moving on to life.

For the past three days i was away at a chalet with my friends. And they are mostly from the same cca so i felt kinda left out.

And i don't quite like chalets cause its always so creepy at night when everyone is asleep. So yeah. I don't like it. I actually have sore throat and on the second day, i caught a fever. Only Xian Jun thought i had a fever. I like it when someone cares for you :) Later that night, we went to sam's place and i stay over, the others left in the afternoon. And at night, i caught a fever and i still had to sleep in an air conditioning room. So yeah, in the morning, i had a splitting headache and a raging fever. So i went home lied on the sofa with a towel on my forehead. And it didn't stop till this morning. I actually had plans tomorrow. I was suppose to be meeting my little brother for a movie but before that, i have history remedial which i can't afford to miss. I really need a lot of help with my studies. And i really don't want to retain another year. If you see my results, you'll understand why. So yeah thats about it. Thats my life. I'm sort of enjoying it? Maybe not.

SO YEAH!

HAVE AN AWESOME HOLIDAY :D

LOVE YOU ALL :D

.Celine.

Question Time On Tuesday

2010-08-31T21:51:00.002+08:00

HEY!!! ITS THAT TIME AGAIN!!! The time where i get to ask you questions!

But before we get to that, i will talk to you about my life.

BUT, i have to say that the chat box is seriously DEAD.

So please, make an effort and just reply to my questions, and when you tag on my board, i will know that there are people reading it!

Okay, MOVING ON, what happened today?

Today was....drum roll please! -drum roll-

TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!

How did it go? Well, it was alright. Actually better than last year. This year the sec threes are in charge of putting a performance together for teachers day. So most decided to do dance. My class and another class came together to put up a dance. Which was a really funky one :D We worked hard, other classes put up really good performances. We rehearsed with the teachers and it was great. Until we found out that one class copied 30 secs of the song that we were dancing to. And a "fight" nearly broke out. SCARY....

On the actual day, things didn't really go well. But, it was still a good performance :D the teachers loved it!

After that, me, jewell, amanda and andrea went ikea. And its my first time to ikea. And what do you do at Ikea? EAT SWEDISH MEAT BALLS OF COURSE!! They taste really really really good. If you haven't been there, go there and eat those meat balls! You will be happy for the rest of the day. Really.

Okay so now. Question time!!

What is the best food or snack you've ever eaten?

Tell me at my chat box K?

OKAY! I LOVE YOU GUYS <3

BYES

.Celine.

Question Time On Tuesday

2010-08-24T20:40:00.003+08:00

Cue the music!!! Oh wait...there's no music. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! As you can see...

I'VE CHANGED BLOGSKIN!!! Once again. HAHAHA :D I found this and it was a really cute and sweet looking blogskin and it was BEGGING (literally) to be used. So i decided to pity it and used it. And now, i'm FINALLY able to use this new chat box. SHOUT MIX CHAT BOX!

I was looking through my friend's blog and decided to tag. I saw this chat box. Its really neat. And its really like a 100 times better than the regular Cbox. Okay...so...we shall start.

Okay today wasn't really anything special. It was a normal school day and all. But i got pissed off early in the morning. My teacher made a girl cry in class. We have this roster thing to clean the class. And apparently it was my groups turn to clean the class and we forgot. SO we were called to the front of the class. The girl is the leader and she's a very soft spoken girl. And somehow the whole standing in front of the class made her tear. For an hour.

After school, has Teacher's Day rehearsals. It was fun. A fight nearly broke out as one of the classes used 30 seconds of the song that we're dancing to. Someone got pissed and wanted to create a scene which was stopped by some people. In the end we did fairly alright.

Okay i'm like way too lazy to talk about school. Lets start with the question.

What kind of people pisses you off the most?

For me, there are a few kinds of people who pisses me off the most. But i'll only mention one cause i have to go soon.

I hate people who makes a date with you and forgetting about it.

When you settled a date with someone, like for a movie. You are super busy but you set aside sometime to hang out. Than in the morning you have something one and after that you rush over to meet your friend who is not there. So you wait. And when its past the meeting time. You text her and she replies you. Completely forgetting about the meeting. OMG that drives me insane. Come on! At least have the decency to message me that you can't come instead of wasting my time waiting for you and you never show up.

Yeah so what kind of people pisses you off? Leave a tag or comment at my new tag board and we shall see :D

Okay, i've gotta go!

I love you guys!

LOVE YOU LOAD MY LITTLE BROTHER!

.Celine.

Question Time On Tuesday

2010-08-17T19:19:00.005+08:00

YESH!!! I'm blogging! -GASP- shocking isn't it? hahaha. Okay guys, i'm trying to make a habit of posting at least twice a week. And i'm not gonna post everyday cause i have no life and i will just bore you guys to tears. I'm not exaggerating. I'm hungry. I want cinnamon melts. I think that my favourite food from MacDonalds. I'm listening to Mr Brightside by The Killers. AWESOME SONG!!
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I'll give you the link.
The Killers - Mr Brightside
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9BAO3MpbFBs
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There's the link. Hmmm.

Today was really really funny. In SMSS we have this sort of routine. Every UGs [uniform groups] will take turns every week to do morning assembly. And by that i mean like we lead the whole school for national anthem. This week is suppose to be Red Cross's turn BUT they were going to the YOG as first aiders [i think] so Girl Guides had to take over for Red Cross. My friend, Durga, she was suppose to do commanding but she didn't want to so she went to look for Li Min. While she was looking for Li Min, Tao Pang [in PE attire] came to look for me and asked me to help her raise the flag and i agreed. Apparently we're not allowed to do flag raising in our PE attire, and than we went to look for Durga. Durga was standing outside 3/1 asking Li Min to do the commanding instead. They were standing there for at least 5 minutes begging each other. Li Min, "Can you please do it? I'll do it tomorrow! I promise!" and Durga,"PLEASE! Can you do it today? I'm cold and i don't want to do it!"

Me and my other GB friend watch the fight in amusement. And i was getting a little worried since flag raising was gonna start soon and said,"Durga, i think you should go down on your knees and beg..."

You know i was actually joking right? But she ACTUALLY went DOWN on her KNEES and BEGGED. I'm serious. Its was a really hilarious moment. One in a lifetime comedy. She was on her knees screaming, "PLEASE!!!" I wish i captured that moment...
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OH! Another song. Shock by BEAST.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b5wL2znN0xE
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Okay, now its time for...

-DRUM ROLL-

QUESTION TIME ON TUESDAY!!

OKay for those who do not know...I'm doing this weekly thing where i'll ask you guys a question and you'll answer them in my tag board.

QUESTION: Where is your favourite shopping/clothing outlet?

Mine is at Ocean Pacific and Cotton On. Love those two places XD

So what's your favourite outlet? Tag and tell me your answers. I'll probably go check them out XD

BYES! LOVE YOU GUYS!

.Celine.

2010-08-04T13:19:00.004+08:00

Hey people! I'm SO SO SO sorry for not posting for a long long long time.

I have a reason (an excuse) for not posting bery often.

Now I'm more focus on school and everything. And i have no life. Want to know why? I watch High School Musical reruns. Yes, I watch HSM 1, 2 and 3. See how i have no life? Oh well I haven't been posting much so I'll try to type as much as i can here. I'll start from last week. Hahahaha.

3rd August 2010 [Science Centre Outing]

This day wasn't really great to start with. It kinda sucked cause I had to miss recess just for an english CME presentation. And I broke my friends thumb drive [don't ask me what happened] than Idid my presentation for nothing cause I found out that the chapter that i did wasn't really good. So yeah. Than we had common test on physics which I think I screwed. But I screw every physics test. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

Than after the physics test, I was suppose to go for my school's NDP training but I had to go to my Physics outing, it was some compulsory thing? So yeah, it was alright and i couldn't see how its kind of linked to physics. After the whole thing, we wandered around Science Centre and we stared at His Excellency, our president. Than we went to MacDonald's to eat and took loads of unglam pictures.

4th August 2010 [Another trip to the Science Centre]

Well, my F&N teacher was not in school and normally on that day we would have to go to the computer lab to do our work. Instead of doing that, i went online and yeah. Awesome. Hahahahaha. Than we were dismissed early just to go Science Centre. It was a cool trip. This time it was something about chemistry. The lecturer actually explained the concepts but it was very advanced. It was really cool. He burned his "girlfriend" [who was a powerpuff girl towel]. When it was over, we went back to school and than went home.

6th August 2010 [NDP!!!]

We were suppose to report in school for uniform inspection. And i was a reserve as a flag raiser. Because of that I didn't fall in with the contingent. In the end, I was suppose to fall in but the contingent was just nice so i just had to help the red cross. In the end, i was the one who needed help cause i felt really dizzy. I was like having cramps and it drives you insane for example.

During NDP's singing:

I screamed and jumped about to some songs after that feel the pain of my cramps.

And after the whole NDP thing the GB girls went to watch movie XD We wanted to go to Orchard to watch but we couldn't get a bus so we went to J8. When we were there we went to get the tickets first. After that we went to look for food. So we went to S11 to eat. And guess who i saw? GARETH. I saw him and his friends. He cut his hair again. LOL.

MOVING ON...

We kept walking up and down just to look for a seat for 8 people. HAHAHA. In the end we found a seat. I bought fishball noodles which sucked...they tasted like rubber...BLEHZ. After that we went to the playground and played with the spin spin thing. I flew off it. HAHA. Damn epic.

[ I don't remember what i did on saturday and sunday...OH WELL ]

9th August 2010 [ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! ] + [ Outing with my little brother XD ]

Okay, i know that i wrote it up there but why not just give another shout out? One is just not enough. So...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE XD

love you loads <3>

And on that day, me and Jewell went to Bras Basar to shop for things. I bought STICKERS :D

I bought one for me and one for my LITTLE BROTHER. It has cats on it. He LOVES cats. I LOVE THEM ALL!!! HAHAHAHA.

So, after shopping, we went to macdonalds to study and have lunch. We were suppose to go to Joey's place to study but we didn't really want to travel that much so we just stayed and studies for 5 hours straight. The best study date XD After that i stayed over at Jewell's place. We spent the night wearing hats, talking crap and drawing. Haha. We slept at 3 in the morning.

I slept for 5 hours and woke up at 8 in the morning. It started raining and everything so i went home to change and bathe and just clean up. Than left to meet y little brother at Somerset Mrt station. Went to shop for clothes and he likes to wear dark colours. It can't be helped. So we just wandered around and than we headed off to Bishan library. We sat there and read books and just have fun!

Well that's what happen. I hope this long post will make up for not blogging. I feel like doing this thing where i ask a question like every week maybe on tuesdays or something. yeah. so its official. I'll have every tuesday to talk about problems and yeah just answer my question on my tag board. How about it? So let's start.

Question of the day: What was the best time you had with your friends?

Mine was when i was with my GB friends and just doing crazy stupid stuff.

Have a good week!

Love you guys <3

.Celine.

2010-07-24T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello :D

Okay its been QUITE some time since i last posted. Oops. I guess there's nothing to talk about? I'm blogging now and i don't have anything to tell you guys...think think think...

OH. This week has been really stressful. I had a lot of homework to do and i have to file lots of things...( I HATE FILING TO THE MAX! ) what's more there is this Sec 2 guy, Leon Tang. Basically he added me cause he liked my name. So flattered that someone likes my name. Okay okay. I like my name too. I don't think any other names would suit me. He was complaining about his art project which was suppose to make a mask. And let me tell you, his teacher who is a hag, wants a mask that is out of the world. Crazy woman...So in the end i agreed to him that i would help him make a mask. But in the some problems came up and in the end I am now stuck with a very creepy painted mask next to me and i'm taking pictures of it. I posted them on facebook so you can go check them out if you want. Another thing that really made me laugh was this conversation.

LT (Leon Tang) : Haha okay okay i sell you NDP ticket.

ME: I don't think you're allowed to sell them. They're meant for your family members.

LT:Oh...okay.

ME: yup.

LT: So, will i be seeing you next year at NPAP?

(NOTE: NPAP. National Police Annual Parade.)

ME: I'm in GB.

DIAOS RIGHT??? OMG...he thought i was in NPCC. HAHAHAHA best joke i've ever heard. Okay i have to continue with my tutorial now. BYES.

.Celine.

2010-07-12T19:42:00.007+08:00

Okay first, i will talk about the happy things first. Today is GB Day! Yay!

And its also some of my friends birthday. Like Akmal and i think two of my classmates who are twins. Hahaha.

So yeah GB day. Had to be in school like freaking early for uniform inspection and we had to size up to fit on the stage of the hall. Had a lot of trouble cause some girls streamed in later than usual and we just had to move here and there. Its just irritating. But being in full u is actually kinda cool cause you get to show off all your awesome badges that you've earned. I love it. For BB its really cool cause where they put their badges are like on the right sleeve (i think so) and those who are like staff sergeants, they literally have no more space to put anymore badges and its good enough to deflect a bullet. Solid. For GB ours is on a sash and its cool cause its easier to show it off. Haha.

I actually paid attention during English (its a miracle). My friend and i were like scribbling like mad to finish our comprehension exercise so that we can take a longer break. And during Physics Peer Tutoring, i was actually serious in doing my work and i didn't complain instead i panicked cause i didn't know how to do the question and i actually understood all the formulas and other crap (another miracle has just happened).

What else...Hmmm...not sure. Okay. Now i'll talk about the horrible things.

Okay, on Saturday, i was still at my E&D (enrollment and dedication) at night we were up polishing our boots while the BB boys are downstairs at the Space (that some place in the basement. its their dormitory i guess) they were watching movie (they are so freaking slack...)

While polishing our boots, we were talking and than i talked about something (kinda personal so i won't be really talking about it...) and in the end my friend called me a slut. I guess she kinda jumped to conclusions and for the first time, i actually broke down crying. First of all, i've never been called a slut before...to me being called a slut means that i'm the kind of person who dresses in skimpy looking clothes and just sleep around with men...and yeah. Normally, i take these comments to heart. Most people say, "Don't take it to heart." Its easier said than done.

Another thing was that i forgot to bring my Physics workbook (i find that my school life is revolving around Physics...not to mention that we were talked about Physics in English...) and in the end i had to buy a new workbook and like redo all the questions. Now i have two physics workbook. I guess it was worth it...?

Another thing that happened during Physics Peer Tutoring was that i scolded someone. I have to say that its partially my fault cause i was listening to my two friends. One of them was complaining about something. My friend told me that my other friend hate the assistant class monitress and she's blaming everything on her. When i heard that i got pissed and just reprimanded her telling her she didn't have the right to blame other people for the things that are unfair to them just because you hate them. After that, she got pissed and gave me and my friend attitude.

Guess i got myself into unnecessary trouble...

Thats it for today.

TTFN

Ta ta for now

.Celine.

2010-07-04T17:20:00.004+08:00

Alright, its been QUITE sometime since i last posted something. Alright, where shall i start.

Okay, i'll start with Saturday.

~ SATURDAY ~

On Saturday, i had a rehearsals for my Girls' Brigade Enrollment and Dedication service.

And i woke up at like 7 in the morning...i slept so well...freak you rehearsals!!!

so yeah, i ate breakfast and got ready to leave the house. Since i was going to change into my boots, i decided to wear my schools shoes and black socks.

i took the bus to school, not worried that i'll be late until i found out.

I DIDN'T BRING MY SHOE BAG. (which contained my boots)

I freaked out. It was a must to wear my boots and be there on time. Otherwise...you die.

So i called my mom who laughed at me and soon flew over with my boots.

While waiting i was deciding if i should just not go for the rehearsals until my junior saw me.

*ominous music at the back*

i panicked. well now i'm a senior, thus my junior are looking up to me (some of them are just too tall so they have to look down) moving on~

so in the end i chose to go for the rehearsals, i will be late. i think i'd rather get be late than to not bring my boots...hahaha. sighs. well i got my boots and i ran to school. seeing all the BB (boys brigade) there i quickly changed into my boots and ran to my group. they didn't kill me (THANK GOD!!!)

we went to do sizing. we tried to do drills which was horribly done (courtesy of the Sec Ones) so in the end, my officers and seniors pulled all the sec ones out to teach them how to march (did i mention that they didn't know how to march? oh well, now you know.)

so it was the sec threes and twos left. we did quite well i must say. soon it started to drizzle but we still continued to do drills but eventually we were told to go to the hall. YAY! but the BB didn't come up until like 15-20 mins later. i pity them. GB is like three times their size. We had a full run through of the whole thing for three times. nearly fell asleep..OOPS. after that we had a break and we went to do some more drills in our different levels. had such a fun time during drills, just like the old days. Loved and treasured every moment of it.

than we got scolded cause we were too caught up in reminiscing on our past and forgot to report on time. same goes to BB. then we went on with practicing for the ceremony part. which only included the sec ones. so we all just sat there and stone. and watch all our juniors screwing up their salutes. sighs horrible batch...and we were dismissed! YAY!!!

than went out with someone to study. met at toa payao and headed to city hall macs for lunch. after lunch kinda studies maths with his help as well XD than we went wandering around raffles city. bumped into two of my friends...damn...

saw lots of people wearing red. i kept asking my friend who wasn't really sure until i came to a conclusion about some SYF thing and he remembered about it and just agreed with me and explained something to me. hahaha. i'm smart XP we headed down to plaza sing and wandered around. we soon left and headed back to my place for awhile. and that was it. my wonderful saturday :D

~ BACK TO OTHER THINGS ~

you know i actually realised how love can really change you. i went out with my friend who helped me from my depression. he helped through it all and i found love again...and i want to share it with him. but when he hinted to go to my place...i suddenly got frightened...i think i have to thank my first relationship...i took things a little fast...a little too fast...and i guess i let my ex in a little too fast that some things just got out of my control...and even though everything is over...i'm still a little frightened by it...i trust him a lot...but i want to take things slow...i don't want to rush anything...i just don't want to make the same mistakes again...i'm sorry and i hope you'll understand...

.Celine.

2010-06-21T18:54:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello!

i'm very very sorry for not posting for very long...and i have an excuse for that.

and that is...that i'm lazy and bored and there is nothing to talk about.

how are holidays?? they are fun yet boring.

i stayed over at my friend'd house XD BOOYA!

okay...everything is loading so slowly now...WHY???

went to my friend's place to play the Wii!! YAY!

but there was like some construction going on so we ended up catching a movie.

TOYS STORY 3~!! Yes, it really deserves its 4 stars!

its a really cool show and you have got to watch it! Its a really nice show. I kinda cried at the last part, its was so touching.

and starting from tomorrow. HOMEWORK. need to them. alright. i really have nothing else to say. so BYES!!

.Celine.

2010-06-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

okay okay. here i am posting again.

i'm forcing myself to post. otherwise my friend would nag and nag and nag...and yeah you get the point.

this whole week i've been procrastinating. i said i would finish my holiday homework and i haven't even touched it. HAHAHA.

i had my first aid training course :D it was on a thursday to saturday kinda thing. had fun wrapping my friends XD and had an awful time looking at awful videos. it was fun :) we had an exam to pass. it was on saturday which was yesterday. the instructor was going through some theory work. almost 100 plus questions. he was so fast! omg. we called him a donkey/ass. hahaha.

our examiner was this fat indian dude...we took the theory test. thirty questions. and all the questions were gone through by our instructor. wow...than after that we had to do two types of bandaging with your partner. i had to do the palm injury...while my friend had to do a jaw injury. after that it was cpr...first to do it with my friend. and the verdict. WE PASS!! YAY!

okay went to watch movie today with my friends. originally i wasn't able to. but i ended up going :) prince if persia! nice movie :)

okay i'm lazy to type...

so BYE.

.Celine.

2010-05-24T17:24:00.002+08:00

Hello. Its been awhile since i've blogged.

I don't really feel like saying anything much.

just lazy i guess...?

No worries, i'll just be putting up some song lyrics and just read them through, K?

Smile By Josh Groban

Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by

If you smile

And maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

No matter how much pain i'm suffering. I'll still smile. Even if its not a true one. I'll just smile.

2010-05-04T19:21:00.003+08:00

yo. okay.

Firstly, i want to apologize for the very vulgar post. Sorry :/

It a once in a few years kind of thing. but this will only happen when someone or some people piss me off. so watch it people...i'm a ticking time bomb. i can explode anytime, anywhere, anyhow. so yeah....

MOVING ON~!

Its the exam period and it suckz....S-U-C-K-Z. yeah. yes i know may have my suckz spelled wrongly, guess its just how i want to spell it. I've so far finished my social studies (think i'll be able to scrape through.), english (definitely a pass.), chinese (definitely fail). well thats about it.

And this friday will be my math paper 1. DUN DUN DUUUUUUUUUN... well i've studied mostly maths when i'm suppose to be studying more on my science. which i might just scrape through...i think i'll fail history (why didn't i take geog?!) F&N...if i pass i'll scream (think i'll fail...again. Why did i take such a horrid subject?!) but actually...F&N is actually easier than art and POA. I think. well i'll never take POA.

This week is seriously intensive studying. Now i'm having tuition everyday. thank god that i finally quit chinese tuition (i'm not gonna recommend my tuition teacher.) hmmm. well chinese went...okay...? i think i might do well for my paper one...i think. at least i understood what the question wanted me to do XD YAHOO~!

Wait...i need to refill my bottle with green tea~! BRB

Okay i'm back. so where was i...? ah yes. so today i had tuition at chinatown point at macs. there were three ITE girl students laughing and laughing and laughing for whatever reason (=.= this is the reaction i that i had.) so yeah. mmmm. i can't wait for my exams to end...i really can't wait. cause after the last paper, i'm gonna go shop with my friend for baking things. cause we're making brownies! and maybe small cakes and cookies...? well yeah. i'll be making dunno how many things for dunno how many people. this is 10 times more work than i did for Valentine's Day. Ah well. or maybe a friday...i'm not too sure.

Okay. its the exam period and the holidays are still oh so far away (sniff) and i'm almost full booked (yes i'm that wanted.) I'm free on the first week of june (maybe not cause i intend to finish every single piece of june holiday homework.) than i'm booked from the 9th - 13th june. well not really, i'm free in between 10am - 7pm. so yeah. than after that i'm booked from the 15th - 17th of june. i'm not gonna be free during any period of that time. and after that...nothing else i think. well yeah. haha :)

Today, my friend was bored and she went to check on the meaning hobknocker. yes i use it in school cause its fun and funny to say it with a british accent. haha. well she searched it and found the meaning. its...4 pages long. so i'm not gonna tell you the meaning...you can go check it out yourself if you're interested.

Here is the link!

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=hobknocker

Woah i typed a lot. i wish i could do this for every single post but i'm just to lazy. teehee :P well thats about it folks. gonna go watch my korean drama~!

BYEZ!!!!

.Celine.

a day filled with weirdness and laughter

2010-04-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

okay as from the title, today was filled with a lot of weird stuff.

I hate english, its the teacher that makes me hate the subjects.

Then had physics. and in physics. i'm very well known for my laugh. Mr Chua is SUPER lame.

And he makes me laugh and when i laugh. people ask me to calm down. and yeah...i get plenty of stares. Then recess.

Hmmm. Chemistry. another irritating teacher i have to put up with. than ss. sighs. i can stand the teacher sometimes, but sometimes it just gets on my nerves.

then...

MATHS!!!! WOOTS!!!!!

we got back our math common test. if it was just one more mark i could have gotten a A2. sighs...

and after going through she started talking crap with us and admired some pencil cases from ION. Haha. i found out that she doesn't like sour stuff. haha! we also discovered something which i will not tell you. I was sworn to secrecy. Haha.

Since there wasn't any common test today, we were suppose to go home. But thanks to our 'WONDERFUL' chemistry teacher, we had to stay back for extra lessons. yeah she means well, but yeah. she drives me crazy every lesson there are at least two worksheets and she will rush through them leaving some of us clueless and it drives me insane! Today she was so funny! here's the convo.

-Vanns was walking to a place-

-the teacher, ms yim-

ms yim: OI! VANESSA! when you want to walk around, can you please ask for my permission?

vanns: ohh. okay. haha.

ms yim: aiyo...who knows. you keep walking around the class then suddenly you jump out of the window and die!

HAHAHA!!! OMG who on earth would want to die young man...hahaha.

and then went home...okay...this post is short and boring. so i'm gonna stop here. BYEZ

.Celine.

2010-04-17T18:03:00.002+08:00

Hello. yeah sorry about the previous post.

well just to tell you again. it is not directed to any of y friends. its directed to my tuition teacher. and the 'why is everyone irritating me' part is towards my grandma and tuition teacher. yes they are both equally annoying.

So yeah.

ANYWAYS~!

yesterday i had to go to my schools Grace Charity Concert. Its to help the spastic children.

the tickets were sold at $15 for SMSS students, $20 for friends, $35 for senior citizens if i'm not wrong. And $40 for adults.

I know. Its daylight robbery. I thought the concert wasn't gonna be good. But it was AWESOME! It was really good. seeing everybody dress up. haha. people freaked, seeing me in a skirt. haha. but they said that i looked nice/pretty. yeah. see if i can upload the photos on facebook. yeah. when having a 15 min break. i went to look for my friends and gave them some flowers i folded. yeah. and one of them found out something.

what did she find out?

well, its for me to know and for you to find out or not.

SADDED! i had to miss Friday Cell for the concert.

than went home with joy and wanwen.

MY GOODNESS! the bus took forever to come. and i'm not joking.

It took it like almost 40 minutes to come. WTF.

Well took it all the way to Toa Payao Mrt station. from there i went to Bishan to serangoon and than finally to boon keng.

TODAY. SUCKED. S-U-C-K-E-D.

All we did was sit there and do nothing. for the supporting contingent that is.

Sit there and play bejewelled, taptap2 & 3 on my friend's iPod. and pictionary.

and went off for rehearsals. three rounds. than had lunch. our lunch was at 11. and we had to fall in at...1 45. we had a 2 hour 45 minutes break! WOOTS!

Than after that we has the actual thing went to the audi.

fell asleep. :P oop XD

than went home.

so thats about it.

OKI

gotta go

.Celine.

FML!!!!

2010-04-14T17:15:00.002+08:00

Okay life seriously is starting to F**k up.
I hate my chinese tuition teacher. SHE SUCKS!!!!!

Hate her. She's so bloody desperate to have tuition with. I hate it!!!

I want to quit!!!! Shish! What's the point of having chinese tuition when its not even helping?!

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WHAT THE **** LA!!!!!! ARE YOU REALLY THAT ****ING DESPERATE TO HAVE TUITION WITH ME??!!! WILL YOU DIE IF YOU DON'T HAVE TUITION WITH ME?!?!?? WHAT THE **** IS WRONG WITH YOU?!!!???

ALL YOU DO WITH ME IS READING THE ****ING PASSAGE DO THE ****ING QUESTIONS. MAKE ME READ MORE ****ING PASSAGES AND MAKE ME DO MORE ****ING PASSAGES. WHAT THE ****IS WRONG WITH YOU?!!???? YOU KEEP GIVING ME ALL THESE ****ING WORK WHICH DOESN'T HELP ONE ****ING BIT. FOR THESE FEW BLOODY YEARS YOU CANNOT SEE THAT I'M NOT IMPROVING ONE ****ING BIT AH??! ARE YOU THAT ****ING BLIND??!!!!

Okay. yeah. that explains how f**king angry i am and how f**king pissed of i am. hope i didn't kill anyone who read it. ahh well. i warned you guys. so if you didn't heed the warning. not my fault. why is everyone irritating me?

.Celine.

2010-04-03T16:00:00.002+08:00

Hello! haha. sorry for not blogging :P lazy. haha

okay so far my week was...urh... hmm....i dunno how to say.

Monday: wasn't that bad except for the fact that my mind went blank for a math test. goodness, normally i would fly through the paper. literally. went to Macs at KAP (king albert's park) to eat a late lunch. Had MacSpicy. normally i can't eat spicy things but i'm training to eat spicy food :P haha!

Tuesday: YUCKK. stupid english teacher. damn irritating. than the rest of the day was a breeze.had common test. not too bad. haha. did last minute studying for that. hahaha.

Wednesday: another day with my stupid english teacher. drove 30 of us out the class for not doing our work. not our fault, but the english reps fault. and the teacher went "did you know she's very helpless?" kind of attitude when she scolded us. and everyone of us thought. "we don't really care. and we hate you." when she sent us in, one by one. she looked at me and stared. "um...urh. i dunno your name. okay the name i do not know can go in." WTF! she can remember everybody's name except mine?! i mean come on!!!! the canteen stall auntie can remember my name!!!

Thursday: WOO! last day of school XD haha. english teacher didn't come to school!! WOOHOO!!! our class treasures every single minute when the stupid teacher isn't here. its true. but sadly...she gave us homework.

Friday: stayed home and facebook, plurk and tweet. and watch some shows on my laptop. wahahaa. than left to meet my church peeps to watch movie at Cathy. we were suppose how to train your dragon but all the seat were booked so we watched when in rome. AWESOME MOVIE! love it love it love it. not like, LOVE. wahahaa. than sam and i met gareth for dinner. we didn't eat dinner cause we weren't hungry so we wandered around J8. than went to church for our combine church service. AWESOME time there XD than went home and did my maths homework. i didn't sleep until i finished every single question. haha. than went to sleep. slept like a log. haha.

well yeah. hmm. nothing else to talk about. but i'll be changing my blogskin again. so yeah. i dunno when i'm changing it. but yeah. so look forward to it XD

.Celine.

The winner takes it all...

The loser has to fall...

First Day at School

2010-03-22T19:01:00.002+08:00

Okay. Its back to school. It was only about 5 minutes when hell broke loose.

I was told i was gonna command...i'm not even selected for the practice! WTF man...

So yeah. I nearly died of heart attack...i shouted the first command the whole school laughed...

And that sucked. Than had PE. Try outs only. haha.

i got 16.47min. thats a horrible timing for most people but as long as i passed i'm happy.

i ran for the first round...than second round...ran halfway and started to walk.

third round, ran a bit and walked. last round walk, run, walk than run. haha.

after that was physics. i'm seriously sucking at physics. i wanted Bio...

well i left my physics homework in school. GENIUS!

Recess...NO MORE LAKSA!!! FREAK MY SCHOOL!!!

than history. failed my test! which sucks!

F&N...nothing happened. except that the teacher who was in charge of those people who are commanding in the morning, talked to me about it. BLEHHH~!

Chinese! teacher didn't come and yet we had work to do.

Lunch! food! ate macaroni and pasta! two separate dishes.

MRT. extra lesson on physics.

went starbucks after that.

thats about it.

first day of school sucked.

thats all i have to say.

ADIOS~!

.Celine.

2010-03-17T12:26:00.002+08:00

Hey people! How's the holidays? It hot and boring? I dunno...

Well, so far, i've spent my holiday on tuition. and homework. and i'm almost done!!!

F&N is freaking stressfull...urgh...but it better than POA and art.

No offense, i like to draw but...not to the extent that i'll stay in school everyday to draw. Nope...

Well went out with Thulasi and Danielle yesterday.

Was suppose to meet them at 10.30 but they came out at about 10.45? Grrr...had to chase them.

We went to MacDonald's for brunch...MacWings! And they gave me a HUGE coke light. not medium. LARGE. seriously...it was freaking LARGE.

yes, i know i'm exaggerating the fact that the coke was LARGE. and it was. damn cool.

Grr...i need a drink...what to drink...

ah well. than i finished my chemistry homework. haha, thanks to Danielle, we used her worksheet as a 'reference'. haha.

We also went to play badminton!!! I LOVE BADMINTON!!!! ROCKING AWESOME!!!

Sighs...should have joined the CCA...but...my school team sucks. so whatever.

GB is much more fun i guess. Wahaha.

Grr...my arm is sore...

Hmmm...snapple or green tea?

still have F&N to do...Grr...when should i do it? Friday?

i think i'll consider doing it today...see how first...

okay okay. i'm freaking need to hydrate so i'm gonna go buy something to drink.

and thats about it.

ADIOS~!

.Celine.

2010-03-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

Sup. Life is starting to really grow tired on me...seriously...

School...is hectic...but all in all its fine i guess...except that i have a lot of things to consider...

Friends...without them, i'll just a zombie hovering around the school. a lifeless thing.

But you do have to make sure you hang out with the right people.

I just don't know about that right now...

now i just think...that even if you're someone's best friend...you'll still keep secrets from one another...which seriously sucks...

okay putting those crap aside...i did not too bad for my studies. YAY!

passed all my subject except for chinese. haha.

well i'm sleepy...its 12.11 am in the morning...

hungry...

well i don't know what else to say.

Ciao~!

.Celine.

Camp Discussion

2010-03-03T18:47:00.002+08:00

Sup people. Today was somewhat slack-ish but had fun all in all.

Haha. This morning had chinese and we had to read this article about this pregnant teenager.

And well the dude left the girl after finding out that she was pregnant.

In conclusion,

DO NOT HAVE SEX AFTER MARRIAGE.

Haha. Than had english....urgh...my teacher sucks. She can go suck someone **** for all i care...

Went to learning lad. She nearly made us write the same journal entry...gave us back our english test paper. Passed.

Recess!!!! Laksa!!!! The laksa in my school is awesome! Taste freaking nice! I think i'll like eat it everyday or something. Haha.

History...What was i doing....? Urhh...OH YEAH! I was drawing...and listening to Mr Chew blab about out upcoming common test. He gave us back our bonus mark activity essay. FULL MARKS!!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!! Yay! But i could still improve.

Math. Left my worksheet in class. GRRR!!!! Still have yet to mark it.

F&N. Urhh...went computer lab. I admit...we were suppose to do research but i was Restaurant City :P heheheheh. Well yeah.

Than stayed back to talk about our camp food. Had a last minute change about something...grr. Stupid teacher. Well, now we have to cater lunch and it irritating. But THANK THE LORD for Mrs Hou was there to help us cater some food for the lunch. Than Verlyn and i went to make some ice for the drinks for the camp. And i got soaking wet at the process of making them. It keeps spilling. Sian. Need to go but charcoal later.

I've got to study for chemistry and F&N. Grr...

Well thats all for today.

BYES~!

.Celine.

MacDonald Day

2010-02-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

YAY! Today we celebrate the official start of MacDonald Day! Banzai!

Haha. We now have to eat Macs every Thursday. Haha. WE'RE GONNA GROW FAT!!!

THE HORROR!!! Haha. No lah. I won't grow fat. HMR (high metabolism rate) .

Well today the day started off well...i think.

ENGLISH TEACHER NEVER COME!!!! WOOOOOO~!!!!!!

The whole class cheered when the relief teacher walked in. She stared at us giving the 'daio' look.

Than maths. WOO~! I finish copying all my notes into a different notebook. My friend finds me very fast in my math work. She had a head start in the math homework (she was at question 4 already). i was copying my notes than i went to do my math. I caught up with her within 6 minutes (super fast...) she looked at me and thought i was at question 2. but surprised to see me finishing question 4 and starting on question 5. I should slow down...

Than had recess. Chicken rice. Not too bad...

Chemistry. New teacher. Ms Yim. Did crystallization.

Than chinese. did some stupid compre. for once i actually tried to read the passage. (i NEVER read the passage)

Physics. didn't do much just went through our kinematic online quiz. failed. haha.

Need to pass the next test!!!

Than went to eat Macs. went for tuition. and i'm gonna log off and have dinner and do my CME.

ADIOS~!

.Celine.

2010-02-17T20:53:00.007+08:00

Sup people! Haha :) i feel happy. happy happy happy. la la la la~!

Sorry randomness...i think its because of the two medium coke light i drank at Macs today. haha

Its a miracle! I ate mac spicy and survived XD

i'm suppose to die from its spiciness but...here i am.

I have lived to tell the story haha.

Today school was okay. Chinese sucked. Stupid teacher. She had us finish our CNY homework. which most of us finished.

Than had english. another stupid teacher. She said that she really unreasonable and she went 'you MUST use only school foolscap!'

What's wrong with using our own foolscap? Like seriously!

Than had recess. History...HISTORY!!!

I LOVE HISTORY!!!! I love my teacher. He's freaking awsome. He never gives us homework. and he always save the best for the last. last week he made us do some graded assignment. and after CNY. HE LET US WATCH MOVIE!!!! about hitler. haha. Hitler is so funny. He actually practices his speeches in front of the mirror. haha. than had math. nothing much happened. than had F&N. did research. blah blah. then went macs with thulasi and stayed there to do homework. went home continued research...blah blah blah...

boring life. well thats about it. haha XD

oh yeah! i changed blogskin :P

ADIOS!

.Celine.

2010-02-13T17:48:00.004+08:00

Yo people.
School had CNY and Total Defense celebration. It was boring yet funny.

on the morning, me and my friends went around giving out valentine's day gifts XD

next year will be brownies XD yay!

Than we had morning assembly. Mr Lee Siong Boon made a speech about Total Defense Day. Boring.

Went back to class to slack...BUT...

We had to make some red packet and write a pledge on it. haha. some didn't know what to write.
so i suggested to write 'i will die for my country' and they were like 'huh?! who would want to die for our country'
haha. well yeah. that we had a 55 min recess, might as well make it an hour. stupid school.
than we went up to watch the performance and they were funny in a very boring way.
But the funniest part was when this dude, while performing, he can change his mask. So he went down the stage and walked down the aisle, and my classmate started screaming!
She was so scared at guy. She kept screaming and grabbing the girl next to her. HAHAAAAA!!! seriously hilarious!!!!
Than after that we had this lady from the Parents Support Group. And she was gonna sing. At first i thought her singing isn't really nice. But when she started singing, the whole school started screaming! haha.
And she was awesome XD the last song she sang, she targeted ALL the TEACHERS. Haha XD

She made all of them dance. haha.

after that we got red packets from the school. two sweets each. hahaha. yes our school is seriously pathetic. during H1N1, they bought hand sanitizers, they smelled weird and they made our skin itch. Its the 'Buy 2 get 1 free' kind of crap. so yeah.

than we went home. i was suppose to go to bishan for a picnic with sam, xian jun and gareth. but jia xing went too. didn't expect that. but yeah. and i was a wandering ghost for...about an hour and a half. than i had to find Jia Xing. i found him but he looked so...scary so i continued being a wandering ghost. haha.

than had to go to Sam and Gareth. Xian Jun lost his way. How on earth did that happen?

than we went for a picnic played frisbee. But...the poor frisbee. It got ran over by a truck.

We all gawked at the scene. haha. xian jun had to face a freaking out sam. the frisbee costed about..

29 bucks. Damn ex yo. yet it got ran over. poor frisbee.

After that we played monkey with it. damn tiring. Xian jun left early cause he was flying off to thailand that night. sighs. well after he left, we all just slacked. i went to clear the area and everything. we all headed back home. Gareth and i followed sam home to bathe and eat.so yeah. than went for youth.

wore my cca skirt. i think my cca skirt is the only skirt i'm very comfortable with.

Tomorrow have to go for my friend's CNY dinner. i don't know what to wear!!!

My mum wants me to wear a skirt. WT...but if i must wear a skirt i will.

AHH!!! tomorrow visting marcus's place. sain...tomorrow going to be a very hectic day.

well thats about it i guess...

oh.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!

.Celine.

2010-02-09T21:21:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Valentine's Day is coming and i'm making Valentine's Day present for you guys.
Be thankful hor. I'm not gonna let my time spent on the gift as well as the blood tears and sweat.
Haha. There'll be a love letter as well. DON'T GET ANY WRONG IDEAS. This is friend-to-friend love.
I'll be making them soon and passing them all out on friday. so don't skip school or anything hor.
i'm still making a list of people on who i'm gonna give. i'm like canceling and adding. Its driving me crazy so yeah.
and i'm gonna turn white chocolate to...PINK. yes. the notorious colour of my life.
haha. which means i need to buy ingredients and all the gift stuff tmr and try to make them tmr if possible. haha
very rush. haha. i still need to comfirm with other people.

okay today very very funny. i totally forgot that today was the 9th and i thought it was the 10th so i brought my friend's birthday present to school. and her birthday was on the 10th. genius aren't i? but in the end i tormented her for the entire day. i didn't allow her to open her present until her birthday which is tmr. haha. we went to Great World City to eat ben & jerry's. we could have gone to the one at Novena. but we didn't haha. bought ice cream took tons of pictures and videos, not sure if Danielle posted it on facebook, haha. i just realised i have TOO MANY cascada songs on my playlist. gotta do something about it. haha.

i failed my chinese! amazing! 16/50! i'm so proud of myself. haha. whatever. haha. i suck at chinese. need to let my mom sign it later. i passed my chemistry test by just a half mark. could this day get any better? and my annoying english teacher didn't come and we had to do some pledge thing. we did about 20 pledges. haha.

what other things. don't think there's anything else.
so..
ADIOS AMIGOS XD

.Celine.

2010-02-06T12:09:00.002+08:00

Okay....I've not post in a very very very long long long long long...time.
Well praise the Lord for i am finally posting.
I 'm not sure if any of you is actually reading this, whatever...
I FINALLY got a guitar tuner. Guan You said to tune my guitar using the tuners on the computer.
I literally died trying to tune my guitar. Than the next day, if i remember, it was a Wednesday and i had FnN on that day.
We made apple tarts, the crust is way too thick, my teacher didn't want us to waste the dough. Fine. Than we went to cook some fish dish, and it tasted awful. Seriously, its taste...well i can't find any words to describe how gross it tasted.
If you ever eat that, i suggest you have a cup or bottle of apple juice. It actually washes off the horrid taste in your mouth. So head my advice and you'll live to tell the story on how gross the fish dish tasted like.
Oh yeah! I helped my partner to cut four apples. Ours and another groups apple. They were too tired to cut it themselves.
Well, while cutting the apples, i didn't realise that i accidentally cut myself till i saw blood on the knife. Haha. Silly me :)
Okay...i just injected a CD into my Lappy. Josh Groban. A nice voice :)
I also had a Chinese test which i never studied for and i didn't study for it so whatever.
What else is there...OH! I passed my math test. Haha. That's good.
Now i'm practicing guitar every night before i sleep. Haha. But i'm still having trouble doing bar chords. Haha.
Watching Kim Possible now. Haha.
Okay okay. I'm bored and i'm off to do some homework.
ADIOS.

.Celine Lee.

2010-01-25T17:09:00.002+08:00

Hello sorry for not posting for last week. Too lazy to post anything.
Haha. Well today was quite a ridiculous day.
Well my friend came to school at 7 plus cause she woke up at 6 44am. And she didn't do her physics homework and planned to do it during PE.
But i convinced her and she continued freaking.
We had PE first thing. Sian.
We ran outside of school. And most people were laughing and walking but thankfully the teacher didn't catch them.
Otherwise we would have to run another round. Thank goodness. We hardly did anything for PE cause we keep getting scolded by the teacher. A lot of people kept talking. Mostly the rowdy peeps in my class.
After PE, my friend ran back in a panic frenzy with me trailing behind complaining about running. Haha. I'm lazy.
Than when we went to physics class and realised that Mr Chua only checked our second graph.
So my friend didn't have to panic. Silly girl. Haha.
Than had recess. We ended up screaming at each other (in a friendly manner) about...urh...what did we argue about...?
Oh! Not being able to put my money in my pocket when my hands were full. Haha. Well, this is how weird we can get.
Than had FnN. Honestly, i'm stuck with two people who hardly talk...and they only listen to what i'm saying. Which is bad. Cause they're only follow what i say...which SUCKS. I don't like it. So yeah.
I want potato chips...
Than after that we had Maths! Ms Lim wasn't here so we slacked. Drew stuff. Blah blah blah. Than had chinese. Had to finish up our homework, composition. Finished it during the weekends. Haha. So slacked some more...
Than came lunch. Nasi lemak...is that how you spell it?
Well, i was talking to my friend which led to another stupid argument. About me not telling her that one of the stalls was having a kind of pasta which she likes. Lame, i know. Haha. So she pointed a finger at me and i smacked it and it landed in my nasi lemak. Haha. I finished it. Haha.
Than had math test, i didn't study for it. Blehh. But all in all i could do the questions. Though i'm worried about the simultaneous equation. But all in all. It was good.
Than had to take some passport photo. The dude was damn irritating. He keeps screaming and screaming. And those who were done, he told them to scram. Irritating.
Well thats about it.
I'll go do a little homework.
CIAO!

.Celine.

2010-01-13T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Dunno if you're actually reading this damn blog of mine...
Whatever.
Well school was awsome today.
I had chinese the first period. I don't really like my teacher but okay la.
Oki. i tell you about all my teachers!

English - Mrs Teo.
She is very blur. And she is VERY VERY boring. She doesn't know if you're doing other things under the table. So cool read my book for one and a half hour. Haha.

Math - Ms Lim
She's fun :D She think she's adorable and she told us to write a love letter to her on the first day of school. Haha. So nice.

Science (Physics) - Mr Chua
He's a funny guy. When we got to know him he was an angel but he told us he could turn into a devil. So if we don't want to face his fury we have to be good girls. Haha. And he doesn't really give us homework.

Science (Chemistry) - Ms Li
I don't really like her. She's very serious she hardly smiles. So yeah.

Chinese - Mdm Wang
She's te worst. She's from China, so english isn't very good. And i'm in the last group for chinese, and we've got a teacher who cant speak english to teach us. SIAN!!! She has a square face. Its really square and her face is so shiny, i thought she waxed it.

History - Mr Bobby Chew
AWSOME GUY!!!! Though he's short and all, he's really funny and he NEVER gives homework. AWSOME ISN'T HE?!

Social Studies - Ms Mary
She's funny and strict. Oh and she's my form teacher. Haha. She plays along with Beverly's dramatic acts. Sighs. Annoying. But all in all she's nice.

Food & Nutrients (F&N) - Ms Yati
She's nice, she gives us break every half an hour or so. She's funny, her class is slightly boring. But fun. I love my text book. I've already got a course work prepared to be done. Sian. Haha. Its either on eggs or beans i think.

Yeah those are my teacher. haha
Well i've got nothing much to say.
So i'll stop here and try to do my chinese.
CIAO!

.Celine.

2010-01-09T15:23:00.002+08:00

Hello. I don't see the point of posting when no one reads this damn blog...
Might as well delete it, no?
Well i didn't really have much lessons cause there was camp and i fell sick.
I went back to school on Friday and it was fun with Joey, Andrea and Jewell.
After that we had to wait for the classes to come back before we could get out of school.
So school officially starts next week. I can't wait.
Finally some homework. But school will and at 3. Maths test on Monday...
After school, Jewell and I went to get ice cream...
Than went home and slack. After that went to church.
Than we went from block to block to pray that they'll come for youth alpha.
I need to bring one friend along. Anyone?
Than Guan You thought me how to change the guitar strings.
When i strum...its so loud and has a lot of vibration...
Still need to learn the song for tomorrow's kids worship.
So i'll stop here.
CIAO.

.Celine.

2010-01-06T11:47:00.002+08:00

Well, I'll do this quiz before telling you guys about my boring life.

1)How many texts are in your inbox?

538.

2)When did your last hug take place?

3-4 months ago.

3)Are you a jealous person?

No.

4)Are you tired right now?

No.

5)Do you chew on your straws?

No.

6)Have you ever been called a tease?

I don't know.

7)Do you like to cuddle?

I used to.

8)Do you cry easily?

Yes.

9)Are you a heavy sleeper?

Sometimes.

10)Where is your cellphone?

Next to computer.

11)Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?

Maybe, maybe not.

12)Are you mad at someone right now?

No just, unhappy.

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?

That's crap.

14)What makes you laugh out loud?

Anything and everything.

15)Who was the last person you talked to?

My grandma.

16)Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.

None.

17)Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?

Yes.

18)Will you get married?

Yes.

19)When was the last time you smiled?

Yesterday.

20)Does anyone like you?

No.

21)Do you secretly like someone?

I don't know.

22)Who was the first person you talked to today?

Some teacher from my school.

23)Do you trust anybody 100%?

Yes.

24)What are you NOT looking forward to?

I don't know..

25)Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?

I don't know.

26)Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?

Nothing, I'll just walk away.

27)Are you a forgiving person?

I think so.

28)What's something you really want right now?

Talk to someone.

29)Do you fall for people easily?

Yes.

30)Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex’s ?

No and never.

31)What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?

Medicine.

32)Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?

I'm not a damn lesbian.

33)Who was the last person you drove with?

Too young to drive.

34)How late did you stay up last night and why?

11 pm. Nothing, just feeling lonely.

35)If you could move somewhere else, would you?

Maybe.

36)Do you prefer to call or text?

Text.

37)When was the last time you cried really, really hard?

Sunday night..

38)Who took your profile picture?

I forgot.

39)Who was the last person you took a picture of?

Sam.

40)Can you live a day without TV?

Yes.

41) Tag 10 ppl to do this quiz:

No one to tag.

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Well, first day of school was fine..
Okay maybe not. We sat in the hall for three hours straight listening to 5 lectures.
My teachers for this year are not too bad. I got Ms Mary, who is an awsome and funny person.
We got a new counselor and i thought of dropping by now and then. Still deciding...
Than went for recess...Canteen so crowded. So we sat at the handphone zone area.
So yeah...than went back to class and than went to the detention room.
No, i did not get into trouble. Just went there for some attendance taking.
Went to the com lab to do some logistics work and than back to class for teacher-student bonding.
Talk about who is going to be the class leader and assistant class leader. I wanted to be assistant class leader but i didn't.
Kinda disappointed. But i'm one of the IT rep. So thats fine.
After that we did our own things.
Than school ended at 1 30pm. I thought it was only 11 30. haha.
Than me and Amanda went to Macs and we called Jewell along. We got seats and after that we wondered around serene centre.
I got bubble gum from my friend i ate it and Amanda knocked it out of my mouth when i blew a bubble.
My bubble gum...
Well she now owes me bubble gum. Haha.
So bored.
Well than i actually had camp the second day but i didn't go cause i fell sick and went to see a doctor.
I got a three day MC. So i'll be returning to school on Friday. Stoning in the library.
Well, there's nothing much i want to type.
CIAO.

.Celine.

2009-12-31T17:48:00.002+08:00

I'm back. So hello.
Well, i just came back from my sleepover at jewell's place with amanda and ash.
And they're all going for some fireworks thingy tonight.
And i'll be in church doing some watch night thing.
And i've got a sore throat and i sound like a guy.
So before the sleepover we went out to Plaza Singapura. We lost ash.
Sherlyn came later. So we went to some arcade thing and played. We wasted almost $10 to get some stupid blue elephant.
Than we went to cathy for Ben & Jerry's. Got chocolate chip cookie dough. Yum!
Than after that we went to Orchard, to buy some books.
MORGANVILLE VAMPIRE BOOK 7 IS OUT!!!!!
I'm so happy! I didn't get the book. I need to read the first book. The glass house but its always on loan so yeah.
I found the book and read a few chapters of it and i love it.
But Michael is such an ass.
Than amanda was going to stay at my place cause we couldn't stay at jewell's place. Than when we were about to go home.
Jewell called saying that we could so i went home to get some stuff and i packed everything i need in seven minutes in to my small brown bag XD
My friends can't believe i can fit all my clothes in it.
We webt to jewell's place and we played AVATAR on the Wii. Awsome game. I only like killing the people and shooting arrows.
So we played till 5 in the morning. And slept at 6 15 in the morning. So yeah.
Well i'm lazy to continue.
So.
BYES.

.Celine.

2009-12-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Facebook is screwed right now. So, i can't really use it.
Its kinda irritating...so yeah.
Well, i woke up and ate breakfast and went to watch iCarly...
Than went out for lunch, and went to cancel my OCBC account and transfer it to Standard Chartered
And went to spend my christmas money at Prologue at ION.
Bought a book about patisserie and how to draw fantasy landscape.
Than came home and watched iCarly. Yes, iCarly is my favourite show.
If you got a problem than...GET A BLOODY LIFE!
Well Christmas wasn't what i expected it to be.
Well it was fine until i went to pass someone his christmas present and ended up leaving with an angry heart.
Which soon became a sad, hurt heart.
Sure i didn't know if i was allergic to nuts or not but he didn't have to try to kick me.
But yeah...i'm still a little hurt about it.
But who gives a damn about it. Except for someone.
Well yeah. There's a dinner/sleepover at Jewell's place from the 30 to 31.
Than another sleepover at church from the 31 to the 1.
I've to clean my room tomorrow and finish up the last of my homework before i go for sleepover.
After seeing some photos i don't feel happy...i'm not laughing at any of the jokes on iCarly.
Which i'm suppose to.
Those who read this think i'm still not over him and complain on how stupid i'm being.
Its irking me...but who cares.
Well i'm too sad to continue to post so.
Bye.

.Celine.

2009-12-23T00:29:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
Sighs...i'm not in a very good mood right now...
Well my day was kinda stressful...
In the morning i rushed through my book reviews...
And i was literally tearing my hear out cause i didn't know what to write...
Than went for math tuition. I finished almost all my question. YAY.
I'm gonna have another math tuition tomorrow.
I'm MUST finish my math.
Than i went to get bubble tea. It started to rain. I broke my umbrella while trying to open it...
Well saw a friend of mine today.
Though i wanted to talk to him, he was with some friends. And I kinda followed him...but i lost him soon.
Than i found him again. I tried to chase after him but...i couldn't do it...i tried to shout his name but it was just spoken...
If any of you think that i'm being desperate, then go slap yourself.
I'm just freaking worried...
So yeah...i don't know what will happen right now.
I just have to pray real hard and have faith in God.

Well, I'll stop here for now...
BYES...

.Celine.

2009-12-21T22:38:00.002+08:00

Hello. Well life is still dull.
Well on friday i had to go for my math tuition. Fun as ever.
Than went to meet Sam at AMK outside MosBurger.
I saw Meng Ren and Cedric inside...FREAKY MUCH?!
Yeah well we had dinner at around 3 plus.
I went to donate. Meng Ren and Cedric were there and they were SO not enthu...
when the cell group was there we went "DING DING DING DING!!!!!"
Theirs went "Ding....ding....ding....ding...."
So yeah...no enthu...

OH!! Its raining. AWSOME!!!!
Fireflies is playing now. :D

Went to decorate the social hall for the Kids Church Christmas party the next day.
We blew up balloons and Andrea kept bursting them. Haha.
Well the heart shaped kept bursting...so yeah...i want to blow on and keep it but i forgot.
Than Guan You, Roxanne, Janice and Eunice went to AMK to do some Kettling.
So left me and Andrea. We decorated the whole damn place with balloons. So i'm kinda sick of balloons now...
Haha. Than I went caroling at Blk 26. It was awsome though some people were alredy sleeping...and somehow everything went smoothly XD
Its fun to sing christmas carols in a different language XD its really fun.
After that we went to some condo and carol for this family and their friends. It was fun.
We went around shaking hands and singing.
Than went back to church to go for supper...apparently i didn't go. Kinda pissed about it but whatever...

Than the next day i went to church. And helped Sam and Nicole to pump some balloons.
Balloon are gonna be the death of me. Seriously...well than we went to the audi and during the offering we had to sing. Haha.
Well there was so little of us...more girls more guys. So yeah.
Than went for lunch with sam. Ate Yoshinoya....i think this place is growing on me...
Its kinda strange cause its like, i only eat there once every year that kind. Now most of the time i'm going there to eat.
I guess i love their beef bowl there XD
Than went to sam's place for sleepover.

I'm back from sleepover from Sam's place. They were setting up some clearance sale.
It was quite cool :D
Most people were buying clothes.
Well now i'm at home. And my mom wants me to finish all my homework by Christmas Eve.
Sighs.....
I've got book reviews and a hundred expressions - English
I've got book review, newspaper report, letter writing, compo, and two comprehensions - English.
I've got 8 plus more questions - Math.
I need to FINISH!!!!!

Well this is about it.
Even though its raining its freaking hot.
BYES.

.Celine.

I'll pray for you and i'm just a phone call away if you need to talk to anyone.

2009-12-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello :D
Well i'm finally able to use Lappy XD Had a little trouble connecting it.
Well i had a lovely time today. In the morning i watched mama mia and the house bunny again. Used the computer fold stars.
Than i went out to Bishan to return some books and went to buy some stuff for Christmas XD
I got three more bottles to fill up. After that i got myself a new hair tie. A telephone coil rubber band XD Its damn cool!
Than went to buy bubble tea before meeting my friend. We got caught in the rain. HAHAHA :)
MILK TEA LALALALA~!
I LOVE MALK TEA!!! What else...
OH YEAH!!!!
When i went home, i found a KITTEN!!!! It was raining/drizzling.
I didn't want to leave it stranded in the rain getting wet.
So yeah, i brought it to my block and clean it up a little.
I think it had poop on its tail, and it got onto my shirt. Eww...
But it felt good to hold the Kitty XD
Well i kinda called Akmal to check the Kitty. We bought it back up to my place and gave it a drink and let it rest for awhile.
Its SO cute!!! It was wandering around the house. Haha :D We lost it a few times haha :D
So cat hunting most of the time. Hehehe.
We couldn't really decide on a name...So we named it Shadow even though its a girl.
Hahaha
Than we had to leave it back outside in the cold, dark lonely world....
It hurts...
Ah well, time heals all wounds.
I'm now officially a cat lover!
BWAHAHA!!!
But i shan't be so obsessed like my friend who thinks cat are going to rule the whole world and kill all the boys.
She hates boys...dunno whats wrong with her thinking.
Well, nothing much to write now...so
BYES.

.Celine.

2009-12-14T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, Sorry if i hadn't post for a really long time. Well i'm done with all the christmas presents and i just found out that i need about three to five more...so yeah...christmas shopping again...sighs. I really need to plan it all out first.

CHRISTMAS~! I dunno whats up with me, but.
I'M IN LOVE WITH CHRISTMAS!!!!! I dunno why. I normally not that fond of it. But now Christmas is my favorite festive season XDXDXD WOOHOOO!!!
Christmas, christmas, time is here. Time for toys and time for cheers XDXDXD
LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!!!
Facebook is acting funny. Hehehe. Well i finally got my LAPPY!!!!!
YAY!!! I've named it Lappy...heheh...

Well there's actually nothing much to talk about. I've been spending my holiday reading , watching tv, doing homework, playing com, going out with friends, folding stars. Yeah. Boring as life can ever be. I really need to finish up my homework so yeah...

Bang! Facebook is seriously acting weird. Well i really don't know what else is there to post so...yeah.

BYES.

.Celine.

2009-12-07T11:29:00.002+08:00

Hello people. I'm at Sam's place using her dad's lappy to post.
She having piano now, i'm suppose to leave the house and go orchard but her dad will drop me off.
Last night i was feeling very troubled...I wanted to talk to him but he was sleeping, so i went to talk to Akmal and he was awake. Thanks for listening.
But i still feel a little bothered.

Its morning and he hasn't replied my message...i feel alone. But i won't balme him...he probably busy. So its alright.

Went to watch New Moon with sam. Before that i had lunch with Andrea, Eunice and Cheyenne. After that we went to the arcade to catch some toys. I tried to help Andrea get an elmo plushie. We were so CLOSE to getting the thing but it kept dropping. It was fun i don't mend doing it all day. Than went to watch new moon. The show was quite boring except the fighting parts so yeah, the ending sucked. Thats all i can say. So all in all, the movie was a 4.5 / 10.

Gonna go out with Ash. She's back for holiday :D Happy happy. It feels so weird not messaging anyone. Strange...but i'm used to it. Now i understand, being alone...is the scariest thing in the world.

Now my house has a MIO thingy...and i don't know what's the diff but yeah. We got it because of the lappy i'm getting. YAY :D Can't wait to get it :D

Oh well. Nothing much to talk about.
BYES.

.Celine.

2009-12-02T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps XD Sorry for not posting for such a long long time. Reason is that i'm too lazy...Well i've changed the songs on my I-pod. Mostly are Taylor Swift songs. If you don't like it, that's your problem. You can't blame me liking Taylor Swift.

Well most of the time i've been in school having drills. Drill test is this Friday. Freaking out. And on that day, Ash is coming back so i'm gonna go to the airport and pick her. I hope we can grab some coffee or something.

Well drills are alright. I just hope i'll pass. I do not want to be in fancy drills or drill competition. I'm not gonna risk getting sun burned just for that.

For the past few days i've talking with a friend of mine. We've know each other for two weeks but i feel like i've known him for a very long time. Its actually great to get away from things that really troubles you and just relax. Being around him allows me express myself in different ways. When troubled, he'll never fail to put a smile on my face :D i'm very glad i met him. You want to guess who?

Ah...still owe gareth ice cream. Tmr is gonna be a very busy day...I'm planning on going for some surprise birthday party and than i'll have to go to Tanglin mall and help out with the donations. At starbucks. Donate and you'll get a free cup of any drinks (tall) i also want...but only can donate once...sighs...i want...

That reminds me of my trip to plaza sing after one of my practice. I went to grab a drink at Starbucks. I ordered a peppermint moacha ice blended with whip cream. But apparently they jsut gave me the drink. So i was pissed cause i wasted $6.30 on that drink which tasted awful.

Taylor Swift rocks. I found a lot of wonderful songs when i was editting my I-pod. Out of all the songs i LOVE is...
I'm only me when i'm with you.

Charizard this song is dedicated to you. Just don't take it the wrong way. We'll just be good friends :D Thanks for everything XD

Well thats about it..
So. BYES.

.Celine.

2009-11-19T18:14:00.002+08:00

Heys. Okay firstly i want to apologise for not blogging much.
I guess my life is boring and there's hardly anything to talk about.
Well I had drill practice today. Again. And it was quite cool cause i was commander for 10 minutes. Its very fun.
Than had lunch at Macs. Met Amanda and talked about some cosplay thing which i don't want to go cause i think its stupid just looking at people dressed up in weird clothings to look like their favourite anime character.
God knows how much money is wasted. So yeah there's absolutely no point of me being there when i'm not even going to cosplay.
While walking back it started to rain. And rain. And rain. So we went to the hall to have drills until 1.30pm. And went down to the canteen to get our badges. I got my community badge and sana badge that comes with a certificate. So...yay! Don't have to follow the Sec 1s next year. Yay.

Than after practice i waited for a damn 153 for 30 minutes...even 48 is faster. Than i went to Bishan library and returned my books. Than went to check out some books. I found a place in those urh...cubicles that hangs out...? Well yeah i got a seat. All to myself! Its a very nice place to sit and read or talk to your friends. I didn't have anyone to have a conversation so...i gotta book and read. I was almost halfway through. So i sat for awhile more and daydream a little. I cried...i dunno why but yeah i cried...in the library. That's one thing that i don't normally do. So yeah...

Oh! I'm like sort of free next week. I've still got CIP stuff to complete. Which is on the 24 to 26. 8 to 12. I'm helping little kids XD So fun! Haha XD But in total i'm FREE!!!! But i have to go back on the 30, 1 and 2. So alright. And Drill test is on the 4 of december. Which sucks cause Ash is coming back on that day. And i'm planning to call all my friends to pick her up at the airport.

A little someone i want to complain about. She's is SO IRRITATING!!! OMG!!! Irittating can't even describe her! She is really really Bitchy....i mean it. The way she treats my friends is just...ARGGGGHHHHH!!!!! She can go ignore them and what play pranks on them talk bad about them to all our friends and not give a bloody damn about their feelings and at the end of the day when they confront her, she says its just a joke. WHAT THE @#%$?!?! Honestly, its one thing to put up with all her vulgarities, old and new. But what she does to my friends is just utterly...INHUMANE. What is wrong with this bean sprout?! Honestly...

Well ranting it all out made me feel SO much better.
Well there's nothing much else to talk about. SO,
Byes.

.Celine.

2009-11-12T11:21:00.002+08:00

Heys, to you.
Haha its finally coming to the end of the week haha.
I need to call Sam and ask her if we're still going out.
Haha i'm stuck at home and i'm facebook-ing, plurking and blogging.
I'm playing restaurant city...haha
I...

Okay, I just took the stupid quiz and it asked me some french word ans what is its english meaning...
Haha i failed it. Need to start learing french.
Okies i didn't blog for sometime but a lot happened.

TUESDAY,10th November 2009.
Samantha's Birthday

I was suppose to meet her at 11 but i couldn't cause i had to go back to school for some learning journey thing. All the group leaders were called to finish their work, i completed it, thanks to Andrea Gozali, i only needed to fill in the date and change a little of the fonds here and there.

So i only spent like 5 to 6 minutes on it and rushed to J8, to meet Sam. I met Timothy and Gareth. I keep thinking Gareth is Timothy and Timothy is Gareth.
Haha.We bought the tickets for the movie and went to the library.Borrowed a book. We went to watch Poker King. After watching it i kinda got the rough idea on how to play to play poker. Its an interesting show.

I was suppose to eat something but decided to get something to eat at the cinema. I bought a jumbo hotdog. Sam was happy that i finished it. Haha speaking of food i'm getting hungry myself haha. Than the movie kinda ended late and we were suppose to meet hannah at 3 30. but the movie ended around 3 45? Yeah so we rushed to meet her. And went to Sam's place to chill. We tried playing the Game of Life but failed to do so. Than decided to play manopoly. As we started the game, Xian Jun smsed me saying he was lost. So the others went down to get him while i stayed and sort out the money XD We played and Timothy and Gareth kept going to jail. haha. Xian Jun went once. Than Sam. Haha! Didn't get into jail XD Than we went for BBQ Haha. ARGH! thinking of food is really making me hungry!

As the food was getting ready we went to play basketball. How i wished i was wearing jeans...Haha. Than we went to eat. Love love the fab food. Haha. Than played a little more of basketball. I had to play it in my skirt...urh, i seriously wished i brought shorts or jeans...haha but yeah. Than went for a late night swim. I can't really swim...so i just hop around to get to the place that i wast to go or i drag myself there. We keep getting water fights. Wich is cool. After that we left to go cut Sam's cake but the guys took FOREVER to get out of the showers. I kept kicking open the door XD haha.

After cutting the cake, we played some games. We played happy bunny where you stuff marshmellows into your mouth and say 'happy bunny'. Than played truth or dare. Soon we add more stuff like truth, dare, double dare, love, kiss, promise. But no one touched love, kiss and promise. We did a lot of stupid things. We proposed to one another. Haha! SUPER FUNNY! Than we had one double dare, me and sam were suppose to propose to two guys. Haha. In the end i was the only one who proposed quietly. -AHEM- Yeah. But it was supper funny. Than we went our seperate ways. So fun XD

End of Tuesday, 10th November 2009

Okay i don't want to talk about what happened yesterday. But i hated it. That's all i'm gonna tell you. Sighs. Have to go for drill practice...Sighs. This is about it. BYES.

.Celine.

2009-11-09T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps.
I'm back from my drill practice. Very tired.
Ah, i think i know why i'm not eating and i keep wanting to puke when i see food.
I'm in a state of depression...haha.
I may look happy on the outside but i'mseriously messed up on the inside.
But thanks to someone, he has helped me take my first step on the road to recovery.
Thanks for being there for me.
Well i shared about my habit of not eating and everything...
and ya know what?
They thought i was pregnant...
Isn't that the best guess?
Not.
Crap, i'm not used to eating again...I feel like puking...
Bleeeeh....
Haha.
Okay today rain quite badly.
And it was so awsome cause all we did was shouting 'sa' and 'dua'.
For sizing.
SO FUN!
Urh...i really want to puke.
We split ourselves up into two squads.
So we got two comanders and they keep bickering at one another
about which squad has the best timer, best bangs and if they do well for sizing. Stupid isn't it?
Okay i seriously don't feel that good.
I should go take some medicine...
Byes

.Celine.

2009-11-08T16:59:00.002+08:00

Hey people!
I'm back, not like I've gone out of town or anything but yeah I'm back from church and birthday-present hunting.
Ha ha, went to go buys Sam's present and than went to have lunch at Mos Burger.
Bow for some reason, I keep wanting to puke. And I hardly have an appetite.
What's wrong with me?
Anyway, I feel stressed out for no reason and I can't sleep properly at night.
I want porridge....
Haha. Seriously, i'm now only craving for soft or liquid kind of stuff.
I ate this bread and it tasted weird. And i drank MILO! WOOHOO.
I love milo. Milo rocks the house!!!
Yeah, my church is having this christmas caroling and there was a briefing and auditions to see which section you get into.
Like for the guys, tenor and bass. Girls, Saprano and alto.
I got into saprano...haha. I'm having sore throat still can get into saprano.
Haha.
I hate my phone. Can't wait to get a new one.
I'll probably send my phone for repair or something.
Okay, nothing elso to write about.
BYES

.Celine.

2009-11-05T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.
Its a rainy weel. Its raining and raining and raining.
Which is good actually.
Cause i have to go back to school for drill practice,
to improve our drills for the upcoming Stage 2 Drill test.
I have full confidence that the Sec 2s will pass.
But Sec 1s...
They're drills are the worst i've ever seen...i hope they'll do well.
They're drills are shit...their arm swings are octopus arms i tell you.
They're bangs are just...piak-piak-piak-piak...Oh goodness me...
Our batch is considered a prodigy batch. Last year by this time we're learning how to keblakan(sp?) on the march.
While this year batch is still stuck with horrible arm swings and bangs...
Oh goodness...
I'll probably be teaching next years batch of Sec 1s.
Haha.
Those Sec 2s in the Drill Comitte will die teaching next year Sec 2s.
It was comfirmed.
Haha. Wish me luck.
So far our drills are up to standard but can be improved as what my CL and ACLs said...
Sighs there shouldn't be any drill prac tmr but there'll be GB meeting.
The very very last one. And there are no more camps for this year!!! Wooohooo!
Well got a skit to present tmr. I hope it goes well.
Byes.

.Celine.

2009-11-03T17:16:00.002+08:00

Yo people!
I'm still sick
My body temperature is freaking me out.
I feel like i got a fever but my temperature is like,35.5...
What the hell, damn sian
tmr got Drill practice
Have to pass. But i'm not fully recovered
I keep feeling dizzy so i always go back to bed,
but once i'm on the bed i keep feeling like there is an earthquake.
What is wrong with me??!
Damn...
Chatted with quite a lot of people today
My 13 year old little 'brother' from indonesia.
Ash, Claudia Denise...
Wah! A lot!
haha
damn shack.
Medicine makes me feel tired but it makes me very tired.
And now i'm too tired to go to sleep
does that make any sense?
ARGHHHH!!!
Okay, i've gotta go balance my temperature.
Byebye

.Celine.

2009-11-02T20:48:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!
damn so long never post. guess i'm lazy.
hahaha
how is life? well i finally changed blogskin and its a nice one XD
i took 5 days just to look for one nice one.
Well. I'm very lonely.
Sam and Akmal went to kunming.
talked to them before they left.
i cried when akmal talked to me.
i sent him a message. dunno if he read it yet.
yeah i got my results. i didn't get into first class. so yeah.
i'm taking f&n, physics and chem. [apparently my physics was better than my bio]
at least i'm not taking poa.
i'm am sick. so i'm at home resting. and the medicine does not work.
and i've grown fat. need to run! and grow taller!
AH!!! can't wait for them to come home.
wish i could be at the airport and welcome them home.
i need to buy two bento boxes and make them lunch.
need to do research on what is normally cooked for bento.
i know its food, but what type.
oh! on the day i got back my results,
i cried. not because of my results.
but the tears were for him.
well this is a note for him, be careful cause my friend is gonna scold you.
but i don't know when.
during their absence. i've discovered something.
and i cried about it.
[GEEZ! i'm such a cry baby]
yeah well.
i currently can't tell if me and chrysan are on good terms or bad.
ah well.
okays. i'm lazy to continue so BYE.

.Celine.

i missed you with all my heart when you were gone...

2009-10-20T17:47:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!
How's everyone?
I'm doing fine XD
I can't tell if i've gotten over him yet...
So yeah.
Today kinda rocked and sucked.
What rocked was that i had post exam activities
jewellery art where you make mecklaces and stuff...
but apparently the instructor didn't come...!
Isn't that wonderful? Not.
I was hoping i would make something but i didn't...sniff.
So we watch some movies. Joe Young and Music and Lyrics.
I love Music and Lyrics XD
its a very nice show. You should go watch it if you haven't.
than we went for recess but joy had cramps and joan and i went to borrow a hot water bag and went to the staff room to get a teacher to fill the bag for us...
Than Mrs Rosy Lo came and talked to us and to find two girls who were taking some piolet pen test thingy...so yeah...and she asked joan for a letter cause she didn't appear for the home economics test.
than we search for the girls and went back to the staff room.
we called Mrs Lo five times but she didn't come out so i asked Mrs Shum to go look for her. And she finally came out...
so in the end we only had 8 minutes to eat...grahhh!!!
bought yoghurt to eat...which look sickening...after i brought it up to class...
so i threw it away...
than we had some cyber talk thingy which lasted for an hour and fifteen minutes...
than we went back to class and waited...for the bell to ring.
when it did, me, amanda and laurel went to eat lunch...
amanda took almost forever to finish one small bowl of miso udon...
haha
okay what sucked was that all gb girls were called and we just found out that from 23rd to the 26th of October i'll be having C-A-M-P!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! THE HORROR!!!! I seriously HATE gb camps...they suck!
and we'll be doing a lot of outdoor activities...which is SO AWSOME!!!!
NOT!!!
And i didn't have anybody to talk to so i went to befriend joan which went well we became quite good friends XDXDXD YAY!!!
which is a good thing XD
but Chrysan seems to be ignoring me...and i don't know why...and i am very very sad about it...and i think she hates me or something...but yeah...so i'm sad about it...
ah well shall not moan about it...
okays there is nothing else that i can write so yeah.
i'll stop here and continue another day or time.
BYES

.Celine.

2009-10-17T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!
I feel in a good mood.
i guess...
firstly, i'm finally able to forgive him and its over something very stupid...
[okay now i'm pissed...my mom won't leave me alone....#%@$....]
secondly, i had sleepover at Sam's and there's a possibility that she might come over to my place tmr...YAY XD
Well yeah...but i'm a little disappointed actually.
He said he'd bring me to his church and he told me he'll bring me to VIBE [whats that?!] at some place [WHERE?!] next saturday....so yeah...kinda disappointed...
Why moan and groan over that? there are other things to moan and groan about anyways,
yeah...currently i'm still moving on after what happend...
I lost quite a few things...so i'm kinda sad...
cuz, i no longer read romance books...cause for all i know...their just a bunch of bull crap...so yeah...
And if i wanna crush on someone [which i kinda do] i'll be afraid.
Cuz, i know that i might not stand another chance...
whats more...i...uh. Nvm...
yeah...but i'm not blaming it on anyone...
sometimes i actually wished that the stories i read would come true and end nicely...
i thought it would be
i'm so STUPID.
sighs...
i'm not even sure about ever getting onto another relationship...
for all i know....
i'm afraid...

.Celine.

2009-10-15T14:53:00.002+08:00

HEYS HEYS HEYS!!!!
Today was the last paper!!!! WOOOTS!!!!
happyhappyhappy!
Went out with my friends today! So fun! but very tired now.
haha
we went to far east plaza to shop but we came too early, about 9 53?
The paper ended at 9 and we rushed there...me and amanda were just taking our own sweet time
haha
than we changed and headed off to takashimaya for breakfast/lunch at yoshinoya...on our way we came to this make up shop.
Tried out loads of stuff like nail polish [bought a bottle haha]
tried mascara...[i tried it. quite cool! want it!]
tried on lip gloss/stick...[tried it! Also want!]
yeah i'm becoming more girly...haha
than we went for breakfast/lunch. so long never eat their food...damn nice!
than we wanted to go back to check out a shop and do some shopping...
but it rained so we went to wisma atrium and met our ong lost primary school friend who is now in cedar and she forgotten my name until she wanted to take picture with me than she remembered.
haha but its okay...i forgotten her name as well. i feel so mean.
i'll go dig out my primary school class photos later.
noe my primary school uniform looks like shit...
instead of a button on tie...they a realy tie like the secondary school...
eww.....wait...
and it is official! i'm going to cut my hair on monday.
after a movie with my mom. haha asked my mom to go watch with me...
i don't really have plans for tomorrow. so i'm free!
i'm tired...
hungry!!!!
well those whose exam has not ended i wish you guys all the best for the exams!
planned on some night safari trip or something...its cancelled...don't think my mom will allow me...
i shall not eat my lunch even though i'm hungry haha.
i find that when i talk with my friend amanda, i can really just tell her aything without this sense of awkwardness...LOL! Thanks for being there Amanda!!! Jewell as well, when i'm like sad or something, she has this way of cheering me up.
Dunno how to explain it but yeah. THANKS GUYS~!!!!
Well now i've got a lot of things i want to buy....and i need MONEY!!!!!!
1. clothes
2. bags
3. make up...

lol yeah...thats what i want to buy...hehehe
yeah i'm turning into a girly girl now...haha
well its a way of a girls life in growing up.
okay...i wrote a long post...
haha
well yeah thats about it. so,
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS~!!!!

.Celine.

2009-10-14T19:11:00.001+08:00

i'll make this quick cause i have to go soon.
had science and maths today.
Science was easy, a piece of cake...
maths...page 2 and 3, i can od the happy go lucky dance
page 4 and 5, i can go jump off a cliff.
sian!!!
tmr last paper.
HOME E!!!
must study!!!
i'm trying to type without looking at the key board...
i'm making so many mistakes!!
hungry.
well yeah that's about it...
i'll come home study pack my bag.
must remember to bring a set of outing clothes might be going out...
what to wear?
okies.
gotta gogogo!
BYES~!

.Celine.

2009-10-12T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hey, how's it going...
well i can't really post much cuz of the exams and i just don't want to...
I took maths paper 1 today and lit...
I think i can ace lit...
not sure of maths...
studying my geog and history...also have to study some formats...
Its hell...
I met Sam and Julia today XD at J8 after going to the library to check out some books.
We stayed and chatted and played with that stupid thing on the floor near the watch shop...
Came home and now i'm studying...
so basically there's nothing much...and my life is utterly boring...
but i'm currently planning to go to the Night Safari...not sure who might come...
But if you're interested drop me a message on the tagboard...
Life is so frustrating...
I'm almost at the verge of going to see my school counselor over some matters that i can't mention to you...
I'm just damn scared that i want to cry...
But God will always be by my side...
So far i find that he's the current pillar of hope...

.Celine.

2009-10-05T19:06:00.002+08:00

hey...people...
sorry if i sound all doom and gloom, but yeah that's how i'm feeling....
can someone please tell me why i'm always such a coward?!
no seriously...if you think that i'm brave well thats just bull...
i'm a coward...
I'M JUST A STINKING COWARD!!!
I hate it...always afraid of being rejected....
Always wanting to ask people something but always afraid of them thinking that you're just a nuisance to them!
Everytime...everytime...
I want reassurance....but thats what annoys people right?
...i'm just a nuisance...and a coward...
i want to tell people things...but i'm always afraid they'll think badly of me...
especially to someone...
i hate myself...for being such a coward...
someone please tell me....
why am i such a coward....
when i'm like this...
there's hardly anyone....thats there...
i know God is there and he's someone you can always rely on but...
now....i just want a friend...
i always want to tell you something but i'm always afraid...
but that just keeps me away from you....
but its suppose to be like that right?
but for now...
i just don't who to rely on...

.celine.

2009-10-04T16:44:00.002+08:00

hey ho~! what's up peeps?
okay...right.
EXAMS are drawing near!!! -dramatic music at the back-
listening to untitled by simple plan
i seriously want to study but i don't know what to study.
so far i've only studied history...haha
ah well its okay...i just need to spend half an hour to every subject.
hahaha. okay...i'm being stupid...hahahaha
now i'm listening to i'm gone i'm going ny lesley roy XD
SHE ROCKS!!!
Better than within temptation . hahaha
i'm so mean....okay ya...
so yeah..lots of things to do and i added new songs hope you'll enjoy them.
if you don't...well thats your problem.
if you don't like it tag me but if you spam....-AHEM-
well i won't tell you the details so yeah.
i'm going to stop here and probably check out other blogs so
byebye

.celine.

2009-09-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!
Okay let's start with yesterday.
I was invited to the F1 race and i went to Jewell's house to meet her and amanda.
We wanted to leave at 4 but ended leaving at around 5...?
So yeah...
We ate at Subway and it was Amanda's first time. And i treated her.
Than went shopping a little.
Than went for the race.
When we were anout to go in this idiot was trying to sell ear muffs at 60 bucks?!
@%$&%$&@?!?!?! What is his problem? Cheating our money...?
IN YOUR DREAMS!!!
Than when we only watched the practice. And we found it boring and left...haha
Went to Suntec to find red bull...it sucks...i tried the golden can...
Need to try the blue one. AHAHA
Then we went to starbucks and talked
And me and Amanda went to ask our moms if we could stay over at Jewell's place.
Then we went back and skateboard.
I KNOW HOW TO SKATE!!!! BWAHAHAHAHA!!!
But just a little. I want to buy a skateboard.
Hahaha. We didn't sleep until 3+ haha
And today when we woke up we were suppose to go to Amanda's church but we didn't
And i feel very bad about it. ehahaha...FORGIVE ME LORD!!!!
So after that nothing muched happened.

Okay, i just want to pick the damn house phone and call him.
I always like to sms him but he just told me to just call...
I really want to know what's wrong...
But i feel so blocked out...
so MAYBE i'll call him and see if he'd like to play badminton with me or something.

.Celine.

2009-09-26T12:00:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!
How's it going?
Yesterday was so stupid.
After cell group ,some of my friends went to the hall to pass some food to them and i was in the cry room with Sam and Eunice.
We watched them walk then there was silence.
Then they screamed and ran for their lives. We were laughing and laughing.
Than they went back again to give the food. Then they scream an ran for their lives.
Again. And again, we laughed.
Than went home sent a prayer message to Akmal. And went to feed a cat with some crackers i got which tasted weird. So there's a possibility i killed the cat.
I'M SO SORRY!!
so yeah.
Than this morning, nothing much happened went for breakfast...than came and used the computer.
I'm very worried now....after reading that post.
I wonder...nevermind...won't tell you guys...
Jewell still hasn't told me what time to meet for the F1 race tonight.
We'll I'll have tuition later and so on. So I'll probably post later and probably call a few people...
So TTFN.

.Celine.

When i read that post...
I was wondering...
Who is it directed to...
Is it me...?

2009-09-25T17:18:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!
Sorry about the emo post yesterday...haha
Needed to relieve some stress...haha
Had a good day today XD
Nothing much happened.
Today my IH teacher, Mrs Shum,
Do you know how she pronounces robot?
R-O-B-U-T. Stupid!!!! And she's an english teacher...what the hell...
If she is an english teacher...pigs are gonna fly. hahaha
Than i just found out that i was invited for the F1 race tmr. AWSOME-NESS!!!!
Thanks JEWELL!!! XDXDXD
Apparently its a present for us September babes
Than Chrysan, Sherlyn and Cheryl like barged into my class after school..
INSISTING to go to Akmal's school to scold him.
So what the hell...but thankfully Akmal had CCA. Safe.
Than when i was eating with Amanda(met along the way to the canteen) Cheryl, Sherlyn and Chrysan joined us. Cheryl stayed and scolded me cause i was avoiding the situation. And that i was being a coward and other things along there...
So i was kinda sad.
So after awhile, me and Amanda started talking about BTSG. About Rakuso Yoru and her.
Such a fun conversation. She complaining about him and she plans to do when he asks her for hot chocolate. HAHAHA
I like the conversation about the espresso machine.
I'll be using the first letter of our name.

C: Why not put a nice espresso machine in his office? Easier for you. When calls you to make hot chocolate.
A: just pour chocolate powder. Maybe expired chocolate powder...
C: Good idea.
A: but if i'm not around he'll just need to press the button.
C: But what if he doesn't know how to use the machine?

LOL! Poor Yoru.
Than we went to the bookshop and just talked. And in the end we had to leave and yeah.
So thats about it.
OH! I'll be adding something new to the blog.
'Thoughts from the Stars' and i'll probably change my URL to that as well
So...yeah.
TTFN!

.Celine.

2009-09-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hey...ah...
I feel so gloomy...
After doing a lot of thinking and visiting a few blogs here and there...
Why is it that i feel so hurt when i read the posts thats written on that blog...
...It can't be helped can it...?
It very true as well...
And what's that? You'll find out at the end of the post...
It seems that my feelings can't seem to leave...and sometimes i wonder why...
And whats more...my friends want me to forget about him...
They say it like its the easiest thing in the world...
I thought it would be as well...
But its not...
Everywhere i walk...run..to a place...
There's always a memory that always reminds me of the time we shared together...
Everywhere i go...a memory that i kept away...will come in.
And i'll start to cry...
It kinda seem stupid and everything...
To be honest...he seems to be the only friend i can openly talk to...
Can i call myself an idiot?
I have so many friends who are there for me.
They are there to protect me.
But...i can't seem to tell them...how i truely feel...
I hate it.
Hate it when they tell me things that gives me every reason to throw a chair at them
i hate it a lot...
Apparently...my hasn't been healed...
I just blindly believed that it was fully healed...
such a fool i am...
i just want to cry...
the warmth that you gave me...
it turned cold...
i feel all numb....
Pray for me...

.Celine.

The most painful thing is...
Seeing the one yuo love...
Love someone else...

2009-09-23T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hey ho!
How's life?
Mine is...uh...
Lonely...i guess...
I'm hanging out with my friends more often...
But i still feel very lonely. Why?
I really don't like it.
Well my day is okay.
I forgotten that i didn't have chinese tuition so i rushed home for nothing.
Didn't eat lunch and now my stomach is growling...sighs...
Serves me right, i guess...
Had science test! I'm really scared! I'm scared that i'll fail!
Pray for me please! I really need prayers right now!
As for this blog...should i delete it...cause i'm like blogging and no one is tagging...
I feel like there's no point for me to keep this blog...
Sighs...i'm worried for him...
They called him names and i just sat there...
I hate myself sometimes...
okies! Stop all that sadness!
SO! How are ya going to celebrate christmas?
I know its kinda early...but yeah! I'm like in a christmas mood!
I'm planning on going out on sunday to buy more items for the christmas presents.
People i plan to give:
-Akmal
-Amanda
-Jewell
-Chrysan
-Sam
-Guan You
-Jolene
-Aaron?
-Jerrold
-Eunice
-Andrea

AH! Still thinking on who to give...
Tmr got math exam! AHH!!! So many things to memorise!
Going to remember them all like tmr morning or something...
Its fun to homework XD
yeah yeah...you guys like probably hate it to the core or something...
Hahaha
So thats about it.
Bye Bye

.Celine.

On a shooting star:
...i want to play badminton with you...

2009-09-21T08:27:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY

hey ho!
Sorry for not posting for the past few days...lazy...hehe
so yea...
if you guys don't know...I'M OFFICIALLY 14!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOO!!!
Yeah...on my birthday itself i received quite a number of sms from my friends wishing me a happy birthday XD But they keep raising their voice saying its my birthday but i shushed them...i didn't want to make a big thing...so yeah...
i like to keep my birthday secret...
but in the end...sighs...my friend ratted out on me...and soon the whole class sang me a birthday song.
THANKS XD
Than i stayed back and partied with the ArtistsX3 members. Everyone is back to normal again :D
I pray this will last.
but all good things have to come to an end, right?
Than went to Jewell's house. Awesome house she got XD
I want a house like hers.
than went home and bumped into Akmal who waited for me. THANKS BRO!
okay...I'm still not used to the brother sister thing...
moving on!
He wished me happy birthday. Thanks XD
Than i went to church. Late.
THE BUS DIDN"T COME FOR 30 MIN!!!! So i head to take a different route...sighs...irritating stupid bus...
than when i reached i bumped into my friend who left to Jakarta to study and i met her again! XDXDXD
my cell group celebrated my birthday XD THANKS GUYS!!!!
We had doughnuts instead of cake so it was new and unique XD

SATURDAY

Nothing much happened...just slack and have tuition and all those kind of boring stuff so...
i don't have much to blog about saturday...
so..
MOVING ON

SUNDAY

I went to Amanda's church...i kinda got lost...
i couldn't find the church when it was just down the road so...haha...
The service was quite good.
I emotionally moved by their worships and prayers! So energetic!
And i can feel free to raise my hands to God. I'm so happy!
Maybe i should go there once in awhile. I should try out other churchs as well.
Than the sermon was sort of interesting. Jewell was hitting herself to keep awake...
Drink coffee Jewell.
Than we went off to meet CHrysan and go to Jewell's house...
We spent an hour looking for her at Holland. So...
i was tired. Than we finally found her!!! WOOHOO!
Than we acted out her being the princess. i'm the servant/tutor? Jewell's the head butler.
It was fun! We should do it again. Than i met Tom. And he went out to buy piza for us. Went to give him a hand when he came back. Than i met Alex.
And than went home a yeah.

So that mostly what happened to me.
I think i'll go watch Hetaia now.
Tag yea?
Bye Bye

.Celine.

There's a lot of things i want to ask...
But i scared that i'll hurt you...

2009-09-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hey ho!
Its back to school for me. YAY!
I know people would seem that its a bad thing. But its a good thing XD
Wanna know why?
Guess and i'll give you a dollar.
but i seriously hate it when i have no idea what is going on in school.
People start asking me for homework which i didn't do cause i was absent...
Which i completely forgot to ask my maths teacher what was for maths homework.
Damn it...
Than we had Pe in class...I had to stand for 45 mins cause was talking to my friend...
She was suppose to stand but she didn't want to, so i stand. HAHA
Than had recess...so lonely...
Don't really have anyone to hangout with lately...sad
Than had literature. Teacher didn't come. So yay?
But had some work to be done. I wrote crap cause i had no idea what to write.
Than english. I love english XD
Than had remadial which only lasted for like half an hour which kinda sucked
Than came home and did my homework and use the com.
And called akmal to caht a bit.
So thats about it.
See ya.

.Celine.
...hope seems to be fading away...

2009-09-16T08:55:00.002+08:00

Hello...
I'm stuck at home...sick...
Yesterday i was perfectly fine..than my eyes started to itch...
It soon turned red...
My sciende teacher told me to wash my face and out some eye drops...
IT DOESN'T WORK!!!! WTH?!
So...during math my friend told my teacher and asked me to go home and see a doctor.
Which i did...and the doctor said that i was down with a flu...
So i came home to eat porridge...ate my medicine...
And got knocked out the moment my head touched the pillow...
I woke up at around 2 17...and Akmal said he would be coming over...with food
and he did. He cares so much XD
Thanks Akmal for caring :D Thanks Big bro!
We watched hairspray. Again...i can't get bored of it.
I think it was my 15th time...?
Than we just chatted...
My phone kept ringing...Than my grandparents...came over cause they were worried
cause i wasn't picking up their calls...
I told akmal to hide...cause i think they'll die of a heart attack if he saaw him there...
He actually taught me a lesson to appreciate my grandparent's care. I'll try to appreciate. Take a small step at a time.
So in the end they went back.
And i walked Akmal to the bridge and i went home to eat dinner and bathe.
Watched Mythbusters. They showed two myths. So cool. A car being thrown into the air or something like that. And an exploding toilet. Awsome-ness.
Okies gotta go.

.Celine.

2009-09-14T18:55:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!
Whats going on in this world yea?
I was so evil this morning in school
I"m the key Ic and i'm in charge of opening the classroom door. So on our way up after assembly. I was making my way towards the front door.
Some of my classmates tried to open the front and it was lock.
And sometimes the back door would be lock. And when the back door is unlocked i get really pissed.
But when they triend to open the door. It was LOCKED!!! YAAAAAY!!!!
MUAHAHAHA!!! EAT THAT!!! I was smiling evily at my friends.
And then went on smiling. Cause i'm so damn happy that the back door is locked XD
I had art for the first three periods. Its okay...didn't get scolded for not doing my art piece.
Than had IH, teacher didn't come. YAAAY!!!
Recess, sat with some of the ArtistsX3 members and debated about whether Chrysan should stay in ArtistsX3.
I say NO!!!! i don't want her to be in the artistsx3. Its her fault that caused the whole group to go their own seperate ways.
Annoying little pest.
Than had english, busy drawing my final piece. It looks nice.
Than had common test, it was okay...didn't really need to study it.
Than maths, nothing much happened.
than went plaza singapura to shop for some ingredients.
well now there is nothing much i have to blog abt
So byebye

.Celine.

2009-09-12T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hey ho!
I'm back home from my chalet trip. It was cool.
I went to school and than to Sam's place.
We soon went to the chalet. Very spooky.
We picker a room which had a door that was locked. And i was freaking out.
Than there was the bbq. And during the bbq there were MARSHMALLOWS XD

This was the conversation between me and Sam.

C: i pity you sam...
S:...
C: i have three marshmallows, and you have only one solitary, lonely mushroom...
S: O.o uh...its a marshmallow...
C:................OH! it is!

Stupid, i know.
well thats the fun of it isn't it?
Than at night i went crazy with homework.
Got a damn head crack.
I was actually freaked out sleeping in chalets.
But i just prayed to God
you know the verse that tells you that he will bring you rest
i did that. pushing all the fear i had of sleeping there all went to him
and indeed he brought me rest. Slept like a log
i still don't like sleeping in chalets.
than i came back and had tuition.
did more homework. i'm telling you my homework is endless.
than i came home and watched some tv...and than used the computer...
on facebook, i got this cause thingy from akmal...
i went to watch the video...i'm damn freaking scared to the core...
seriously i'm dunno why i'm so damn scared...
well i've gotta listen to christian music to calm me down and pray
Good night XD

.Celine.

2009-09-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

Hello~!
Yesterday i went to my friend's place to make a cake
IT SUCKED!!!
So have to tune the stupid recipe
Than i threw it away when i wasn't suppose to but...
it seriously tasted horrible...
than i went novena square to check out Akmal's christmas present
I know...Christmas is in December...So?
Than had last minute plans and met Akmal.
He came in this cool whitish blueish greyish shirt.
Nice grey jeans and new school shoes
He spent five minutes on his hair.
It look cool
walked all over toys r us and tutored me about planes
lol

Today...
Woke up at like 6 44am and read my bible.
didn't bother to turn on the com
Went out with Sam and Akmal
Akmal only came after the movie...hehehe
But yeah...than went to AMKHub to take neo prints XD
SO FUN!!!
I used to have a phobia of no prints...
when i took it with my school friends...i felt weird...hahaha
i think its because we were pushing each other in and out of the booth...
Stupid? I know.
Tmr got chalet...MUST FINISH MY HOMEWORK!!!!!
than we walked sam to the bustop. than waited for our bus to go to toa Payao
i enjoyed the trip home.
Thanks for walking home with me, Akmal XD
well i've gotta go sleep for tmr's IH stuff, chalet and lots of homework :P
Good night

.Celine.
if it happens...
I'll be waiting for you

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
I'll be waiting...

2009-09-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all
whats up?
well maybe nothing much
had drills today and my legs are aching like shit...
oh well
learned slow march and nailed it within five minutes
and turning while marching XD
SO FUN!!!
Than i went to Clark Quay
to think and shed a few tears
I saw him today...
I thought i would just break down
but i didn't
all i had to do was to forget all the time we did
and just keep thinking we're just friends
Its hard
but i managed
i regret a lot of things...
if things are meant to be this way than let it be...
I'll just smile and accept it no matter how painful it is...
You just have to smile and walk away

.Celine.

I feel so horrible for typing this but...
I'll miss the times you send me home on Tuesdays...

time can't be turned

2009-09-07T07:15:00.002+08:00

hey people...
Ah...I feel horrible...i feel sick inside out
I don't feel good.
I keep thinking I'm having a fever but I'm not.

I had a scary yet lovely dream and i didn't want to forget it.
So type it down to remember.
The place was at Clark Quay. My favourite place. With him.
We were like any usual couple, holding hands, feeling happy and...
So in love...
We were on the boat traveling and pretending we were toursists.
I was so contented.
But then it all changed...
I was all alone...
No one with me...
There was a ring which we both had.
I couldn't find it.
I treasured it with all my heart, and it went missing
I checked my wallet...It was't there
I checked the ring box...It wasn't there
I've lost it.
I"ve lost him, the gift he gave me...
I was all alone...
I cried yet no one could hear them...
I cried to turn time back, but i couldn't
than everything just faded to black

That was the dream i had
Now i just dearly wish i could turn time back...
And fix the mess...
But i know...
Time can't be turned...

.Celine.

Today is the day.
Where we share our last memory
Where we say our thanks
Where we say goodbye

2009-09-06T16:14:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps!
Hows it going?
I don't feel really good. But i'll just post.
All of my sadness are penned down on paper and now they are on a blog.
Only certain people can read it.
I don't know if he wants to read it.
Trust is something the most important thing in a relationship...
i was told that...
i considered and yes. Trust is something really important.
But i'd never thought that it could lead us into something so painful...
You scream and you cry as hard as you can
to fix it. to bring it back to the way it suppose to be...
I want to fix it...i want to save it...
but i'm going nowhere...
i don't know what to do...
i just want to cry...

.Celine.

i want to save this relationship
i want it to back as it was before...
what about you...

2009-09-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

hey y'all
today kinda sucked...
in the morning had to go to St Clare to help disabled children. Again.
My kid stressed me out till i nearly fainted.
So had to cancel my chinese tuition. Which is good.
than came back for lunch and watched a movies which kinda got me thinking.
But when i continued thinking...i just broke down crying.
Sighs...i still haven finish shedding my tears
the last time i cried real badly was...tuesday...?
I couldn't stop screaming and crying at the pain i felt...
jeez its not going away...
i'm watching hetalia...
Germany looks weird...
Italy just looks stupid...
Japan looks hot...
France looks like a gay...
America is an idiot...
Austria looks so cool...

i'll stop here...

.celine.

i feel so lost...

2009-09-03T17:09:00.000+08:00

hello! Today kinda sucked. I had a chinese test.
But the teacher didn't come and thats a good thing.
Than had science the teacher's fine. She blabs and i don't understand.
than pe.
my group leader smashed the freakin netball on my leg. now it just hurts like shit.
dang it.
than had recess. i kept glaring at someone
who pisses me off.
now i need to change the blogskin.
byebye

[Kouhitsuji - Celine]

2009-08-27T18:05:00.002+08:00

Hey ho!
today was okay...
chinese and science...nothing much...
than had PE
we did the chicken dance for warm ups
than some folk dancing. nearly "died" of laughter!!!
but it very fun!!!
than had recess didn't eat...lol
AND i'm NOT starving myself...just trying to save money
and i've gotten used to not eating.
i don't eat my recess and lunch.
its either i starve or i bring food to eat.
haha
than i got back my literature paper.
i passed by 0.5.
passing mark is 12.5 and i got a 13 :D
yesterday i got back my ih test which lasted for 40 minutes when it was suppose to last for like and hour.
and in the end i failed it and now i have to go for remidial
stickin teacher...
than had a math test. i couldn't do one question...
i'm so gonna flunk it...
haven polish my boots yet!!! AHHH!!!
i'll polish it tonight. MUAHAHAHA!
i FEEL evil!!!!

okies thats about it
byebye

[Kouhitsuji]

I know that you're hiding things,
Using gentle words to shelter me.
Your words were like a dream.
But dreams could never fool me,
Not that easily.

I acted so distant then,
Didn't say goodbye before you left.
But I was listening,
You'll fight your battles far from me,
Far too easily.

"Save your tears 'cause I'll come back."
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door,
But still I swore
To hide the pain,
While I turned back the pages.

Shouting might have been the answer,
What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart.

'Cause a thousand words call out through the ages,
They'll fly to you,
Even though I can't see,
I know they're reaching you,
Suspended on silver wings.

Oh a thousand words,
One thousand embraces,
Will cradle you,
Making all of your weary days seem far away.
They'll hold you forever.

Oh a thousand words (a thousand words),
Have never been spoken (ohhh yeah),
They'll fly to you,
They'll carry you home (carry you home),
And back into my arms,
Suspended on silver wings (On silver wings),

And a thousand words (ohh),
Call out through the ages (call through the ages),
They'll cradle you (oh yeah)
Turning all of the lonely years to only days (only days),
They'll hold you forever..

2009-08-25T20:57:00.002+08:00

hello!!! Long time never post. ahaha
oh well yeah here i am postin away :D
be thankful that i'm posting cause i don't know if i can still post like everyday.
i feel so happy!!!!!
I've been passing my class tests!!!!
i passed both my science test!!!
And i passed my chinese test!!! For ONCE!!!!!!
i got 28/50 one mark bellow the highest. highest was 29.
what the heck...
then went for tuition and studied for my maths exam on thursday.
so my tuition teacher threw questions at me for me to answer the questions on the spot.
then met Akmal and went to buy speakers for his computer
i didn't eat!!!! SO HUNGRY!!!!
LOL! i feel like i'm fasting or something...haha
okay...
nothing else to type about.
so byebye

[Kouhitsuji]

the tears i shed
are for you

2009-07-30T18:32:00.002+08:00

Hey ho~!
School sucked.
Forgotten to bring PE attire. But borrowed my friend's :P
Than had recess so damn freaking hungry. I ate a burger, half of my friend's food, and a bottle of pink dolphin. SO HUNGRY!!!
Than had literature.
Than math. Got back math paper. Failed it. :P sucks
Than English...slacked around even though teacher around. LOL
My leg got cramped...ow...
Didn't go for school ndp practice. Must go for next monday's.
Next tuesday no math tuition :D
AH!!! Still have mind maps to do...sighs...
Okies going to change blogskin :D
Byebye

DEDICATION :D

When you walk through a storm,
Hold your head up high,
And don't be afraid of the dark,
At the end of a storm, there's a golden sky,
And the sweet silver song of a lark.

Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Though your dreams be tossed and blown...

Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart,
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never walk alone...

Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart,
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never walk alone...

2009-07-29T17:31:00.002+08:00

This blog is seriously turning whacked!!!
I can't change the letter fonds...what the heck man...
School was fine.
Had a science test. I couldn't understand the freaking questions!!!! OMG!!!!
I'm gonna flunk...sniffles...
Than recess. Ate a lot!!! A plate of food from the Malay stall,one chicken burger and a bottle of winter melon drink.
Than DOT...We did social responsibilities...sleepy...
Than maths...the stupid teacher gave up a pop quiz on simultaneous equations...damn her...i spent 10 minutes on one stupid question!!! And i had to rush to the last two.
I wasn't able to finish the last one cause time was up...sniffles...
English...we were suppose to write a story about multiculturalism...but all we did was throw paper balls at each other and played truth or dare. LOL! so fun :D
Than we had literature...the teacher didn't come but we were told to file our stuff into the file for checking...:P sucky...
Than after school, i had to stay for a little while cause i had to attend some briefing about some NEmation thing that i joined.
Than rushed home for chinese tuition. I made it back on time:D yay:D
Than Akmal is suppose to come over to fix the computer...? But his father didn't allow him to leave...sighs...chatted with him on facebook for about...5-10 minutes than he logged out.
Sighs so bored...i'm also doing homework :D
So that's about it.
Byebye

Dedication

Through the window of my soul
All the secrets that I hold
Will be yours to share for always, always

Like a whisper in the wind
A gentle breeze touches my skin

And I know you're with me always, always
I can feel it in the air
The fire that we share
Can only come from deep within
It's a light that burns so bright
It guides you through the night
And leads you to me
So find your way back and

Hold me, touch me
Let the love come rushing through me
I'm yours with every breath I take
Forever and ever
Hold on to love
Cause deep down that's what we're made of
Never let go for my hearts sake
Cause my heart belongs to you

I lie awake to hear you breathe
Only you can fill the need
That builds and burns so deep inside me, inside me

As the moon lights up the sky
There's a thousand reasons why
That my heart will only beat for you

You're the reason that I live
So now all I've got to give
I give it to you
Just don't fight the feeling

Hold me, touch me
Let the love come rushing through me
I'm yours with every breathe I take
Forever and ever
Hold on to love
Cause deep down that's what we're made of
Never let go for my hearts sake
Cause my heart belongs to you

Don't give up but just give in
I will always be here waiting for you
Love will see us through

Hold me, touch me
Let the love come rushing through me
I'm yours with every breathe I take
Forever and ever
Hold on to love
Cause deep down that's what we're made of
Never let go for my hearts sake
Cause my heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you only you

2009-07-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

HELLLO!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay...my blog is acting all weird on me.
I can't change the fonds!!!!!!!! OMG!!!
Today was a great day and a suckish one...
Had Art...i hate the teacher...she sucks...Mrs Rosy Lo is better than her. LOL!!!
The good thing is that Mrs Shum[My stupid IH teacher who only knows how to talk] didn't come to school!!!!!
Than had recess.
Than english...Mrs Rosy Lo didn't come for 45 minutes!!! SLACKING TIME!!!!
than during that time i was asked to act bimbo...what the...i don't even know how to act bimbo...
Next was COMMON TEST omg...i'm gonna fail...
it was maths...omg...
than i had science tuition...omg!!!
i was late for the school ndp practice!!!!! omg!!!! i didn't get scolded, thank god...
okies, thats about it.

dedication :D

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you

2009-07-26T09:46:00.001+08:00

Its 9.44am and i need to be at church before 11 am.
Had NDP NE show 3. The sirs cheated our feelings!!!!
They say march 4 rounds which is 2.4km so one round is 600m.
We march 6 rounds!!! According to Akmal.
THEY CHEATED ON US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then waited for Akmal :D:D:D
He was early O.o I was very surprised :D:D
We ate at Macs. Seaweed shaker fries :D:D
Tasted...sweet and salty?
Forgotten to buy lollipop when we went to 7-11 to buy drinks but didn't have anything we like.
Sighs...People kept stepping on my boots.
My boots very nice to step on...just don't step on it when i just polished it or i'll come after your head.
Got tuition later, tmr got math common test.
OMG!!! I HAVEN'T STARTED ON MY ART HOMEWORK!!!!
I'll bring it with me to do....sighs
It irks me when the teacher praises Chrysan...
One minute she's my good friend, the next minute she's my arch enemy...what the hell
I woke up at 8 something today :D:D:D:D
I always wake up at nine...woke up at 8!!
Okies thats about it.

Dedication

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know
I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know
I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know
I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

2009-07-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hello~!
Had a good yet tired time in school.
Finally finished my english speech!!!
WOOHOOO!!!!
Went for tuition
Went home with someone :D:D:D
Had a very very very fun time :D:D:D
Then called him out to lend me reader's digest. [THANK YOU!!!!!]

A little something

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think
I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain
I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

2009-07-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hello~!
School was as usual.
Went to meet someone at plaza sing.
I was so damn late!!! Sorry!!
I went to buy his birthday present.
Now i need to find a cake.
Where can you get fruit cakes?
Oh well.
He came over to my house and we spent time together :D:D
I can't get the sweet memories out of my head. Sighs...
Don't feel guilty about what happened. Its now a past.

here is a little something

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me

2009-07-08T19:58:00.002+08:00

School was okay.
DOT and math teacher didn't come to school!! WOOO!!!!
Then had three periods of english
Spent my time reading a book i borrowed
Then had lit
Nearly got caught passing notes
HAHA! YOU CAN"T CATCH US!!!
Then went home for tuition. So sleepy.
Chatted with someone special.
Thanks for chatting with me!

a little something

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go
I know but Baby
I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

2009-07-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

Hello sorry for not posting.
Got into a fight with my mom yesterday and i didn't have time to post.

MONDAY

Went to Bishan Active to celebrate Sam's senior's birthday.
Did footdrills
Had cake
Water fight.
And i got a proposal from someone.
And we are now a couple. :D:D:D:D
I feel really happy

TUESDAY

Hello school was fine.
Very tiring. Nothing much to do. Except pass notes all over the place.
Sigh...need to pay for class t-shirt
Went for tuition
Someone picked me up and sent me home :D:D
Had a little cuddling session :D:D:D
He's a vampire *bite*

Here's a song for you:

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel, she's calling me
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly even believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long
Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could fell so good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

As I lay my love on you

2009-07-05T09:46:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY

Had ndp. Very hot.
The sun is do damn active.
A lot of people felled out.
Had KFC for lunch.
Get to see someone and chatted with him.
Got stares from my GB friends and officers
freak out much?
then we marched and marched until...dunno what time.
Chatted with him again:D
Agreed to meet at Lavender MRT
Got laughed at by three people.
We walked home together.
Shared a Burger with weird sauce.:D:D:D
Went home and talked for 30-45 minutes :D:D
Agreed to something :D:D:D:D
I feel like the luckiest girl :D:D

FRIDAY

School was okay.
I got picked up from school by someone. :D:D
Had to go for a movie.
We were late.
My friend got pissed at us.
But forgave us both :D
Recieved a little present from someone. :D:D
Then we parted to go to church.
sniff.

Thanks for being there when i was crying.
Thank you for wiping my tears.
Thank you for holding me.

2009-07-02T18:18:00.002+08:00

Hello~! I met someone again today :D:D:D:D
Sent me home today :D:D:D:D
Tried to take a picture of me[blush]:D:D:D:D
Held hands for awhile on the bus:D:D:D:D:D[i like it :D]
Carried my school bag. So sweet. [I allowed him in the end :D:D:D:D]
Shared his waffle with me. :D:D:D:D
Sat at a stall and watched him eat :D:D:D:D
Wrote a special message :D:D:D:D:D
Did fun and lovely things:D:D:D:D
Sent my to my door step:D:D:D:D

The sweetest and forever is.

A little dedication[again]:

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

Say it again
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

2009-07-01T19:58:00.003+08:00

Hello~! Had a wonderful day. I can't really consider it that wonderful but still. Alright Chrysan stopped talking to me...which i think its good...
This morning my form teacher went to change our seats. She nearly changed my seat but in the end she didn't, which was good. But she place someone who i didn't like at all right smack next to me. And that spoiled the rest of my time until recess. Then we had DOT [daughters of tmr] we where doing on social responsibility and we had to do a quiz. After the quiz we threw our papers all over the class. It was crazy...LOL!

Then during Lit we were talking about the book, sing to the dawn, which was kinda fun cause we were asked about the main character and other stupid things. The teacher asked how many days did the main character go through.

Here are some of the answers:

'10 years!'
'5 years!'
'30 years!'

seriously. it was crazy. but i got the right answer! go me! The answer was from 5 days to 1 week. And i got a sweet. Which i dont wanna eat cause its caramel. And caramel always leave a funny after taste. Who wants the sweet? Tag the bored. I also received a chocolate from my friend who bought it in italy and i dropped it...sniff...nvm it had nuts in it so i'm not going to take the risk of tasting what kind of nut it is.

Then after school i text my very close friend :D:D:D
Replied telling me that he was still in school and it was going to end in ten minutes time.
Planned to meet tmr to send me home. [SO SWEET :D:D:D] i feel so touched.
Then at night,chatted on facebook.
While listening to a song, i cried. Consoled me and cheered me up!

The most caring cheerful sweetest wonderful funny best friend who is very important to me. I could never ask for anything else.

thats almost about it. byebye:D

Note to my important person [a dedication to you]:

woke up this morning
just sat in my bed
8 am first thing in my head
is a certain someone
who is always on my mind

he treats me like a lady in every way
his smile warms me through out the day
should i tell him 'i love you?'
wish i new what to say

could this be love that i feel
so strong, so deep and so real
if i lost you would i ever heal
could this be love that i feel

could this be love that i feel
so strong so deep and so real
if i lost you would i ever heal
could this be love that i feel

the way he looks
so deep in my eyes
our hearts so warm
i just wanna cry
then he's so hardworking
he wants to be someone

should i tell him that 'i love you?'
what if he doesn't say it too
i'm getting so nervous
what should i do

could this be love that i feel
so strong so deed and so real
if i lost you would i ever heal
could this be love that i feel

could this be love that i feel
so strong so deep and so real
if i lost you would i ever heal
could this be love that i feel

will this be my turn
two hearts beating together as one
no more lonliness
only love laughter and fun

could this be love that i feel
so strong so deep and so real
if i lost you would i ever heal
could this be love that i feel

could this be love that i feel
so strong so dee and so real
if i lost you would i every heal
could this be love that i feel

could this be love that i feel.

2009-06-26T13:43:00.003+08:00

Hello~! Akmal tagged me to do this.

1. Besides lips, where is your spot to be kissed?
-Cheek...i guess...
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
-" my body aches..."
3.Who was the last person you talked to?
-Akmal
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
-Don't think i'm one...
5. Would you donate blood?
-I would if I could
6. Have you had a bestfriend who was of the opposite sex?
-Yeah
7. Do you want someone dead?
-Not really
8. What does your last message say?
- 'What...? You lost me...'
9. What are you thinking now?
-I'm so gonna die of homework...
10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
-Yea, but I ain't gonna spill...
11. What time did you go to bed last night?
-0055 hrs local
12. Who was the last person you texted?
-Akmal
13. Tag ten people to do this quiz.
- Jewell
- Jolene
- Eunice
- Andrea
- Amanda
- Guan You
- Gina
- Thulasi
- Jerold
- Ash
14.Who is 2 having a relationship with?(Jolene)
-Don't think so
15. Is 3 a female?(Eunice)
-Ever heard of a guy called Eunice...
16. If 7 and 6 get together would it be good?(Gina,Guan You)
-They don't know each other
17. When was the last time you chatted with 5?(Amanda)
-25 June 2009
18. Is 4 single?(Andrea)
-Dunno
19. Say something about 2.( Jolene )
-Someone fun to be with
20. What do you think of 3 and 6 being together?(Eunice, Guan You)
-Won't agree to it.
21. What do you think if seven and six fight?( Gina, Guan You)
-They son't know each other
22. Do you like 3?( Eunice)
-As friends. I'm not a les.

Had a lovely time today! I spent my day with my close friend :D special to me. We went to the library together! I was very nervous....hehe...i was shaking. Never thought this would happen. This is what happens when you like someone.
Personally escorted back home. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Stays near my home :D:D:D
Made me laugh :D:D:D
Listened to my troubles :D:D:D:D

Thats about it so byebye.

Note for my close friend:
Thanks for all that you did today with me.
I enjoyed my time with you.
I'll remember it and treasure it with all my heart.

2009-06-22T19:30:00.004+08:00

Hello. Found this on Sam's blog. A questionnaire. If you want to do it you may.

1.Real name: Celine Lee

2. Nick name: Uh...Ling and Emo Queen.

3. star sign: Virgo

4. male or female: Female

5. Primary school: St Margaret's Primary School

6. Secondary School: St Margaret's Secondary School

7. Poly/JC: St Andrew's Junior College

8. Hair color: Dark Brown

9. Long or short: Long

10. Loud or Quiet: Quiet...sometimes loud...

11. Sweats or jeans: Jeans

12. Phone or Camera: Phone

13. Health Freak: No

14. Drink or smoke: No way

15. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes

16. Eat or drink: Drink...must hydrate.

17. Piercing: No

18. Tattoos: No

19. Been in a airplane: Yes

20. Been in a relationship: No

21. Been in a car accident: Yes

22. Been in a fist fight: No

23. First piercing: No

24. First best friend: Samantha Yeo

25. First award: Primary One, Shuttle Relay, Gold

26. First crush: Some Malay guy from my kindergarten...

27. First illness: High fever

28: First vacation: Bangkok

29. Last person you talked to: My mom

30. Last person you texted: Kaoru Kuma

31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Samantha, Earnest(sp?), Hannah, Julia and Akmal.

32. Last food you ate: Rice with vegetavles and miso soup.

33. Last movie you watched: Monsters vs Aliens

34. Last song you listened to: Bond - Explosive

35. Last thing you bought: Green Tea

36. Last person you hugged: No one...

37. Favourite Food: Dim Sum

38. Favourite Drinks: Green tea bottled and coffee

39. Favourite Clothing:

40. Favourite Books: Rachel Hawthorne - A Year in Europe

41. Favourite Song: Paramore

42. Favourite Flower: Roses.

43. Favourite Colors: Colours of the rainbow

44. Favourite Movies: What Happened In Vagues

45. Favourite Phrase: 'A smile a day, keeps the sadness away.'

46. Favourite Subjects: Chinese and English

47. Kissed in the snow: No

48. Celebrated Halloween: No. Not allowed to.

49. Had your heart broken: Yes. Millions of times

50. Went over the minutes on your cell phone: Yes

51. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: ...no...

52. Came out of the closet: When i was hiding from my friends

53. Gotten pregnant: No

54. Had an abortion: No

55. Done something you've regretted: Yes.

56. Broken a Promise: Yes

57. Hid a secret: Yes

58. Pretended to be happy: Try my best not to.

59. Met someone who changed your life: Yes

60. Pretended to be sick: Last year during Drill Test practice

61. Left the country: Yes

62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it: Yes

63. Cried over the silliest thing: Silently

64. Ran a mile: No

65. Went to the beach with your best friend(s): Yes

66. Stay single the whole year: Yes

67. Eating: No

68. Drinking: Milk

69. I'm about to: Go online

70. Listening to: Simple Plan

71. Plans for tomorrow: Go out with Kuma and do homework.

72. Waiting for: Thursday.

73. Want kids?: Yes

74. Want to get married?: Yes

75. Career in mind: Neurologist or Baker

76. Lips or Eyes: Both

77. Shorter or Taller: Tall.

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic

79. Nice stomach or nice arms: Can't tell

80. Sensitive or loud: Sensetive

81: Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship

82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: Hesitant

83. Lost glasses/contacts: Glasses

84. Ran away from home: Tried to.

85. Hold a gun/ knife for self defence: No

86. Killed somebody: No

87. Broken someone's heart: Yes

88. Been arrested: No

89. Cried when someone died: No

90. Yourself: Try my best.

91. Miracles: Yes

92. Love at first sight: No

93. Heaven: Of Course

94. Santa Claus: No.

95. Sex on the first date: N-O. NO!

96: Kiss on first date: Who knows.

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Yes.

98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?: Not really. Making the best out of it :D

99. Do you believe in God?: YES

100. Do you feel empty?: Yeah when i'm all alone.

111. Tag people to do this: No...i'll let them decide whether they want to or not.

2009-06-22T18:49:00.003+08:00

hello fellow blog readers.
i've not been blogging much cause i was in china and the stupid thing is that they won't allow me to access my blogger account. crazy system. in china, i went to the fobbiden city. its very very big. those who went there would agree. then i also went to the summer palace which i twice the size of the forbbiden city.

the food there can drive you to your death bed. its so damn oily!!! i only found that out when my family and i went to eat the pekking(sp?) duck. its really oily. i took a bite of the damn duck and oil filled my mouth instead of the juicy flavour. I might as well be drinking the oil itself!!! i literally died on the spot.

then there was an outing. Kuma, Usagi and me. we went to national library. to find the damn book called the clay marble. there was only one unborrowed. and i can't be found on the damn bloody shelf. then we went to macs to have lunch and talk about btsg. which was very fun. :D:D

there was the playmax event me and cheryl had to lead a group of people and we played almost everything there and we won first prize :D hahaha:D

then i had corporal's camp. very tiring. during the camp i was practically eating everyone's food. so i was called dustbin no.6 hahaha :D:D

then there was a youth outing/camp on the 17 and 18. there was an amaxzing race on that day. we were suppose to meet at harbourfront mrt at 10. i reach there about 9 something. jolene was there when i arrived which was good. sam came. goodie :D then we went to superdog to wait for other people. that was when i found out that i didn't bring my water bottle. so sam followed me to vivomart to buy water. than we went to fetch eunice who lost her way. marcus was there as well. andrew came. and other people i don't i want to mention. then we went to sentosa and got ready for the race. my team (sam, eunice and me) had a head start than along the way andrew's team (andrew, cedric and meng ren) started running catching up with us. crazy people. so we went all over sentosa. we kept bumping into andrew's team which kinda sucked. and in the end andrew's team came in first. it was expected cause they kept running. and we were second last which was okay. i was actually very pissed for no apparent reason. than after that we sat down and do our own things. we went to buy brinks for ourselves and other people. when we came back we played manopoly card version. which was amusingly confusing. but marcus seemed to understand the damn game. i had to watch the whole round before i understood the game. while playing i finally saw meng ren's shirt and it was really really cute!!!! really. it was cutest shirt i've ever seen. than we went back to church but got split up at vivo city cause they had to send meng ren's phone to the hospital. i think it dropped in the water. so yeah. than me sam and eunice went to sam's grandma's place to bathe. then we went back for bbq.than we watched a movie 'a walk to remember'.than i followed sam home to sleep.

as y'all know i'm in ndp, i went for ndp on the 13th its not as tiring cause we didn't do a city march. and i saw a familiar face!!! at long last!! i saw Akmal! a familiar face!! glorious!!! then on the 20th there was ndp. but nobody told me where to meet and at what time. so i didn't attend the session. i went to ask sam to ask akmal. but she gave me his number so i went to contact him and he told me that there was ndp on that day. when i heard the i freaked out and then i was so damn pissed off. not at akmal but at the gb people for not informing me about the ndp session. so now i am worried that they are going to drop me out of ndp. sighs. how i hate them to the core.

that should be about it...ahh...so tired after typing. hope this will make up for not writing for so long.

okies. bye bye.

2009-05-19T08:58:00.003+08:00

hello i'm like currently in school blogging. i didn't have school for yesterday and today.
wanted to blog yesterday but i'm too lazy to do it
hahaha
yesterday i was helping out my english teacher in an art exhibition and something else which i won't tell.
actually i spent more time helping out with the art exhibition cause everyone says i'm good at art. hahaha
okay i won't boast but ya...
then now i'm currently in school doing more exhibition stuff...but i think we're slacking more than we're suppose to. hahaha
and the best part is that she gives us five dollars for lunch!!!
FREE MONEY!!!!!
hahahaha
really we're so slacking in the computer lab.
my friend is like on face book and i'm blogging and reading katekyo htiman reborn (which kaoru recommended)
started reading it last night and it was hilarious.
i really encourage all manga lovers who have not heard or read about it to read it.
i assure you that there's a 110% fun and laughter.
READ IT!!!!!
its really interesting :D

OKIES me have to go
byebye :D

2009-04-27T21:34:00.004+08:00

Hello fellow ppl
sorry if my blog is really really dead but yea
exams are coming up and everything and i can't really get hold of the computer much.
sorry!

today Koumori Kaoru and i went to meet popcorn pen boss at toa poayo(sp?)
yea turned out this boss is big and fat. and huge
hahahaha.

before that we were waiting for bus 153 to go there.
when the bus came we got ready to flag it
when the bus went by there was this wind that blew my skirt
[i wore shorts underneath]

Me: ah! the wind blew my skirt!
Kaoru: yoru would love that.
Me: [embarrassed]

oh and Koumori
if you find this blog very emo
i'm sorry
but it can't be helped.
i'll try to change the skin after the exams k?
sorry!

P.s. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS!!!!!

2009-04-07T19:32:00.003+08:00

hello!

really sorry about the blog you are visiting right now...is well dead burnt and scattered across the sea.

for some reason i'm very pissed off at my ndp partner.

this is what happened.

on Saturday my cca, GB, had a cip trip to st Clare (home for the disabled)

and we also had an award ceremony which was compulsory for the sec 2s to attend.

when my ndp friend didn't come mrs hou didn't really much bother.

then after that we went for awards ceremony. which was at 2.

we had a lot of time left so we went to Macs for lunch then went back to school to get ready.

then when we got on the bus ms ng asked where my ndp partner was and we all told here she didn't come.

she asked every single one of us for her number in the end she got scolded like crazy.

and blames me for it...what is her problem seriously...

and she also lost her schedule. such an important item and lost it... sheesh!

HAIZ....

what to do i have to run 2.4 tmr...don't want to run...i wanted to train today but i was tired so yeah i'm not training for it...wish me luck...hahaha

i seem to very blur for these past few days...
on tuesday i had tuition at bishan and i waiting for bus 162 and i thought i saw 162 so i got on that bus. then after a 15 minutes ride i realised that i was on the wrong bus and i got in front of mayflower secondary. i walked back down to the other bus stop hoping i would be able to get a bus and bring me to church soon...it it was raining on that day and i forgotten to bring an umbrella so i walked in the rain and got drenched...hahaha...continuing from where i left off...
but apparently the bus stops didn't have any buses to church...and i had to walk all the way there. hahahaha

then today on my way to school.... i was taking a train from boon keng to little india. i was very focused on my music and lost in thought. so when the train stopped i thought i was suppose but when i got off...i realised that i was in farrer park. i quickly ran back in. i nearly died of embarrassment!!!

hahaha....
2.4....urgh the horror.

oh yeah last night i had a horrible dream i dreamt i was being bullied by my classmate. and just so you know i do get bullied in class. yeah when i told my classmate about this here reaction was.
"HUH?! Really ah?!".

sigh...i didn't like today so damn annoying...my class had English for the last two periods and at that time this girl sitting behind me sat next to me sharing my summary practice paper since she lost hers. but she just sat next to me to make the teacher think that we are sharing but we were not...i was hogging the whole thing for myself but she didn't mind as she was drawing fairies.

she drew an Easter fairy...-goose bumps-
then she asked me this.
"do think there can be a shoe fairy?"
i thought about it.and said
"yeah..."
and she was like
"REALLY?!?! That's totally unbelievable!!!"
and i ignored her and continued.

OH DANG IT!!!

TMR GOT SUMMARY WRITING TEST!!!!!!!!
dead...so so very dead...
ARGH...heck care...
okay don't want to type anymore...

bye bye

2009-03-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

hello people.
had a good day today went out with jolene sam guan you janice and her little sister.
watched hotel for dogs. nice movie. i recommend it.
oh yeah! when we met guan you. there was a snail on his tshirt. hahahaha!!!
me and sam were freaking out badly.
at the underground passage way we freaking out even more cause jolene was trying to get it off him.
so we stood infront of this guy who was selling tissue. and yelled at us. okay getting pissed off.
must chill.
okay all chilled.
after movie went to macs to get food. then went back to bishan for tuition while the rest went for games.
missed out on the fun i guess. hahahaha...okay not funny.
oh um when you see the date...its kinda whacked up a bit. so yeah...i'll do something about it.
so yeah....
okay...
well after tuition followed sam back to amkhub and we talked about someone.
i find it weird to talk about it...i guess it suppose to be natural?
nvm.
tmr got chinese tuition.
WHY???? honestly my attention span for chinese is an hour to one and a half hour.
nvm.
but i'll be early for youth cell. FOR ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!
okies nothing else to write.
byebye

2009-03-18T14:24:00.000+08:00

hello people i just changed the blogskin and everything. yay!
i was practicing my guitar just now...and...
ALL the strings have turned rusty...
sniff...

from now on in the tag board...my user name would either be:
1. Four Seasons
2. Emo Queen
3. Dementor

hahahahaha!
okies
i hope you like the new skin!

i can't wait for tmr.
movie outing with my youth cell friends. yay!
then after that i'll go for math tuition.
sigh...
need to do homework.
later i'll be doing an science essay on chemotherapy
but then i went to borrow a book on leukemia. hahahaha
silly me.

okies.
i gotta go do my homework

byebye

2009-03-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

hello long time never post. sorry wasn't interested in posting for awhile.
hahahaha

oh well i'm staying up late for no apparent reason but who cares. i seriously hate bar cords.
but still have to play. otherwise guan you will scold. hahahaha

i feel so not enthused in posting right now. but i have to.
tmr i'm suppose to go out with my friends for baking session. but it got cancelled. sad...

so i'll be staying home to do homework. geez....
after this i'll probably go post somewhere else.

oh! today went to takashimaya's kino and got copic markers. i feel so happy.
hahahaha....tmr i shall practice guitar. i feel so lonely.

can't wait for the outing on thursday. going to watch movie.hahahahaha....
...

okay nothing else to write.so..
byebye

2009-03-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

hello.

today is kinda okay

i got back the test on atoms and molecules. and i just passed. oh well i passed yipee

today i couldn't draw or read. how sad is that.

nothing much

byebye

2009-02-25T19:23:00.000+08:00

yo...

so tired. today is the last day of e learning.

need to go to school tmr and i've tuition after that.

today i went to church for guitar practice with Guan You. kinda fun.

learned weird and funny stuff like:

F#m7

what the hell is that?!?

seriously. i have a class test on atoms and molecules tmr and then along came these weird chords that i never thought it would exist! now i'm getting mixed up with the formulas and the chords.

so gonna flunk the test.

today i found a game that is really addicting and i love it. its so fun.

can't wait to go to school tmr.

i'm dreading friday. GB.

last week for some reason our bangs were not there. i was expecting a loud bang when all we have was tuck.

SO SAD!!!

oh well.

okay i've gotta go now

bye bye

P.S. Guan You please take care of that cough of your's.
P.S.S Guan You don't catch a cold or a fever.